mixtapes // c.h.

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I was exhausted after giving myself to Calum. It was totally different than what I expected. I always thought that sex for the first time was so painful that you couldn't stand it. Sex always just seemed rushed to me, like you do the deed quickly then that's it. 

With Calum it was slow and passionate. Although it started out rough and heated it didn't turn out to be that way. Calum kept questioning if I was okay, was I sure about having sex, he kept saying that if I couldn't take it then tell him, and he wouldn't do anything without my consent. Which I really appreciated. Cal's main focus was just making sure I was okay and was sure of what I wanted. 

I savored every second and I have never felt so loved than in that very moment. The memories of tonight will forever be with me and I will forever cherish them. 

Calum was now laying between my legs with his chin resting on my stomach, "That was great, I'm hungry." Calum said aloud. Of course, he was hungry. 

"You're always hungry." 

"Only when I'm with you." he slyly smirked while sending me a wink. I rolled my eyes and ran my fingers through his messy sex hair. Calum's sex hair was super hot, but it was also adorable because of his curls. I absolutely loved his natural curly hair. 

"You have the cutest bellybutton." he commented. 

I've never heard about anyone ever having a cute bellybutton, so I couldn't help but laugh. "You're so weird, but I guess that's why I love you." 

Calum's stomach growled, reminding me that he was hungry. 

"I'll go call and order some pizza." Luckily there was a pizza joint in town that was opened 24/7. I tried to push Calum off so I could go to the kitchen to grab my cellphone, but Calum just gently pushed me back down. 

"You're probably sore, so I'll do it babe." Calum insisted. 

I just decided to let him order while I take in everything that's happened within the last 24 hours. 

I confessed my love to Calum, at first he didn't say it back and I thought that he didn't feel the same way, then Calum scared the shit out of me by sneaking into my room while I slept, he confessed his love to me, then we had passionate sex. I guess you could say that today was pretty great. 

Calum entered the room with a goofy smile on his face. He was up to something..

He held his phone in his hand and started to type on it. Next thing I know Calum is singing the lyrics to Bump N' Grind by R Kelly while slowly making his way towards me. 

Calum didn't just stop with Bump N' Grind. He decided that he would continue and went to Cookie, to Feelin' On Yo Booty, to Legs Shakin', to Sex Me, and currently Your Body's Callin'. I couldn't help, but laugh.

At one point I had went and grabbed my phone, recording Calum trying to seductively dance in his boxers. 

"Yes baby work it! Wait do that one move again!" I yelled over the music, laughter leaving my lips. Calum grabbed some umbrella that he had and twirled it around as he swiveled his hips. The phone shook in my hands as I laughed louder. 

Calum grabbed the waist bands of his boxers and started to slowly bringing them down, but just when they were low enough he snapped them back up and shook his finger to the camera as if he was teasing it. 

He walked around the bed and moved his hips, shouting lyrics aloud. 

"I don't think you're ready for all this." Calum rubbed his hands over his body. 

"Yeah, I'm totally unprepared. I can't handle it all." I replied sarcastically. 

It had reached the chorus of the song and all of a sudden Calum pulled his boxers down and threw them across the room. "You ready for round two, kitten?"

Just then there was a knock at the door. 

"Shit, the pizza is here." He quickly snatched a sheet from the bed and wrapped it around his waist, so his bottom half was covered. 

"I'm coming!" Cal rushed out of the room. 

I stopped my recording and continued to giggle at what had just happened.

I decided to take the sheets from the bed off to grab new ones. I already had Cal's shirt on and a pair of clean underwear, so I didn't have to worry about changing. 

After grabbing the other sheets from the closet, I placed them on the bed. 

Calum came back into the room chuckling to himself. 

"What's got you chuckling?" I finished getting the bed ready. 

Calum had to control his chuckling and catch his breath before answering. "I think I just traumatized the delivery boy. I went to grab the pizza, but the sheet sort of slipped and I sort of flashed him. I'm have no shame about it though. I mean it's big so who would." He shrugged his shoulders. 

"It's alright, I've seen bigger." I teased, knowing Cal would take defense. 

"That's not what you were saying earlier." He shot back with a proud smirk. 

I rolled my eyes, "Oh shut up and come cuddle with me." 

Cal and I ended up cuddling, eating pizza, and watching American Horror Story. 

I had practically forced Calum into loving American Horror Story. He tries to say that he just watches it because he knows I love it, but I caught him watching it one night in the bathroom. It was about three in the morning and I had to piss, so I went to go. Then I found Calum sitting in the bathtub fully clothed with a pillow, watching it. 

I can't believe what has happened to me. Months ago I would've never thought that I would find someone who loved me. I definitely didn't think I would be sharing pizza and watching American Horror Story at almost five in the morning with the person that I loved so much that I gave them my virginity. 

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did you guys see what i did about calum not being ashamed of flashing the delivery boy (;