Who are you?

Jensen

JENSEN

*FLASHBACK*

Liz marched into my room furious and confused at the same time, "Lucas Robert Hemmings! you better explain this, this second." she yells at me as she barges in the door holding up a ring. "What is that?!" i say staring very hard at the ring. "Oh don't play dumb with me mister, this is the ring you gave Calum when you asked him to marry you! What did you do that made him give this back!" she demands. 

i gulp, oh god i didn't know Luke was engaged! i just ruined a future marriage, coming from a divorced family i can't help but feel guilty. Now any kid that Luke and Calum could possibly have wanted to adopt won't get adopted and now he'll end up like me, a screw up. "Lucas say something!" Liz demands. "Umm..,. well there's nothing much to say, i'm not gay so i ended it." i simply say shrugging and feeling really guiltily. 

"BULLSH*T, luke and you know that! if you weren't gay why would you date Calum for four years? You risked getting in trouble so many times to go see Calum because he was afraid when his step-dad was drunk. You've always been there for him, even when at first i didn't respect your relationship. I saw how you truly cared about him and made me realized that you loved him, we both love Calum. You saved up for months working two jobs so that you guys could take that trip to The Wizarding World of Harry Potter for Calum's birthday. You cried for hours when you thought that Calum had cheated on you. Luke you love him more than anything in the world. now i don't know what's gotten into you but you haven't been acting liek yourself lately and i don't like it one bit, so either change your attitude or leave because i won;t have a douchebag for a son!" she says getting up walking towards the door.

Before she can exit the room i call her back, "Is that what you told dad?" i ask. she stops mid-step. "Yes, yes i did. and we're better off without him." she says. i bite my lip, "so then does that mean you're better off without me?" i ask with a hint of sadness in my voice. "Luke i love you and i never want to lose you, i just want you to see the error of your ways." she says walking over and sitting next to me engulfing me in a hug. We sit in silence for a little bit, "Honey you need to start working out again, you used to have broader shoulders." she says. 

i know i said i wanted to ruin Luke's life but this is all really making me feel really guilty, maybe i shouldnt have done this. Maybe its not too late to turn back around? Maybe i can still be apart of this family as jensen and not luke? What should i do?

OMG what should Jensen do? he's feeling really guilty right now. How dare he end Cake! :/ lol. I wonder how Luke's holding up xD