Who are you?

What?

LUKE

I noticed that Jensen wasn't paying attention to me talk but i figured he was checking out a girl that walked past but then his expression went from curious to angry and pitiful. I turn around to look in the direction that he was looking in but immediately regret it when i see Calum on some guy's lap in an intense make out session.

I literally heard my heart shatter, i run off to the food court bathrooms and slide down against the wall, was this ever real? Did he not love me all this time?

CALUM

Jessie an old friend called me about two days ago asking if i would help him make his ex jealous, normally i would say no but since i'm recently single i agreed. We met up at the food court and he knew his ex was here so he sat me in his lap, now i had told him no kissing but when his ex was about to pass by he grabbed my chin and kissed me.

this didn't feel right, his lips weren't Luke's and he didn't have a lip ring that spiced up the kiss like Luke did. He kissed me for a couple more second before hearing something and immediately realized i just f*cked up even more. "Luke come back!!!" i heard Jensen scream, i broke the kiss and Luke rushed past us and into the bathroom. 

Great! Now he probably thinks i never loved him and thinks i moved on too fast. Gosh why did i have to be so stupid and stubborn, Luke knew i didn't like roller coasters so that day he insisted we go i should have known something was up. If i wasn't so stupid right now Luke and I would be engaged again and we would probably be cuddling on his bed. 

Before i could get up and go talk to Luke i was greeted by a slap from Jensen, "You little sh*t you never cared about my brother did you! Obviously not if you're already swapping spit with this idiot. Stay away from Luke you've done enough." he says before slapping me again and running to the bathroom where Luke was. 

What am i going to do now?