Who are you?

Only I'm allowed to kiss you

LUKE

Once Jensen had managed to get me out of the bathroom we headed towards the car and I refused to look Calum in the eye as we passed by him and his whatever he is. While heading to the car I noticed that we passed by Calum's car, I told Jensen to head to the car and that I would catch up to him. I waited a few minutes before I saw Calum heading to his car, he spotted me a few feet away and I could tell he was nervous seeing me standing there waiting for him.

I'll admit I was crazy jealous when I saw Calum and that guy kissing, only I'm allowed to kiss him. He approaches me and before I can do anything else and chicken out I lean towards him and give him a quick kiss, "Only I'm allowed to kiss you!" I tell him before running off.

On my way to the car I relive the kiss, Calum stiffened when I kissed him but then again I think that's the last thing he expected from me. I get into the car grinning at what I had just done and Jensen just gives me a mischievous look. As Jensen pulls out of the parking lot we pass by Calum's car again and he's still standing there shocked, same Calum same.

I Miss you.

CALUM

He kissed me, he actually kissed me. I miss him terribly and I crave his lips. I really miss Luke. I need to make it up to him somehow. I've done nothing but mope ever since he broke up with me. i was just about to get into my car when i see Ashton and Michael walking hand in hand out of the mall. Michael makes eye contact with me and sends me a glare before pulling Ashton in a different direction. 

I slump into my car and head for home. I pull into my driveway and spot my moms car, she hasn't been home since before mine and Luke's break up. I haven't really cried much because i haven't had anyone to talk to but now that my mom is home tears are already forming. i decide not to put it off an longer and run inside straight into my mother's arms.

She stiffens at the sudden impact, "Calum, honey whats wrong?" she asks confused. "Mom! He broke up with me!" i manage to say in between sobs. "What? Why? I thought you guys were engaged?" she asks while rubbing my back. 

I explain everything that happened over the last few months which only make me cry even more. My mom listens to everything and doesn't even judge me when i mentioned cheating on Luke with Ashton. I fell asleep crying on my mother and ive never felt safer, well maybe except in Luke's arms. 

LUKE

I was chilling in my front yard when Calum's mom shows up, "Hey Luke." she says. I look up from the ground and walk towards her, "Hey i haven't seen you in a while." i say while pulling her into a hug. "I know Calum's father is still overseas and well I'm staying with him but i've missed my baby so i came back for a little bit." she says taking a seat on one of the chairs on the porch. 

Everything is silent for a couple of seconds before she speaks, "So um, i heard about the break up. Calum barged in straight to my arms crying and almost knocked me over." I sign, "Yeah, i assume he told you everything. The first proposal went according to plan and then all that stuff happened. The second proposal well i didn't even stay to see the fireworks because i ran out after Calum admitted to cheating."  

I rest my head on her shoulder, "I'm sorry for my son, i know he can be a bit stupid but one thing i know is that he absolutely loves you, without a doubt. That boy is crazy about you. As much as I love seeing you two together maybe this will help Calum see that he needs to start being responsible and thinking about consequences. You want to start a life with him, well he needs to be a little more reliable if this will ever work out between you two." she says. "So what do you suggest i do meanwhile?" i ask curious about her answer. 

She takes a deep breath, "Well, I'm not really sure. Why don't you try making a career in singing like you've always wanted?" she suggests. "I don't know, that would involve me leaving to California and that could take forever, and that's if i even make it." i say. She pats my knee before getting up and starting to walk away, but not before saying, "Think about it Luke, you deserve to be at least a little happy."

I spend the rest of the afternoon thinking about what she said, I have always wanted to be famous, but i've always imagined Calum by my side. The more i think the more i realize that i have revolved the last four years of my life around Calum, time to think about myself first for once. I'm going to California!

Calum

Its been a couple of days since i vented to my mom and i decide that Luke and I need to talk things through. I pull up to Luke's drive way and see his mom and Jensen pulling up as well. "Oh hey Calum, if you're looking for Luke you missed him, he's on his way to California, we just dropped him off at the airport." says Liz. At that moment the world stopped for me, "I'm sorry what? He's going to California? Why? And why didn't he tell me?" i burst out the questions.

I don't even wait fro answers as i get in my car and race off for the airport. I sped the whole way and quickly make m way inside to look for the flights, it says that the flight for California leaves in 30 minutes but that it is now boring. i buy the cheapest plane ticket to anywhere so that i can get past the security place. Since i have no luggage i make it through quickly and scan the room looking for Luke.

I spot him all the way on the other side and run through everyone screaming his name. He hears his name being called and searches for the source while the flight attendant looks at his ticket and passport. The lady ushers him through and i scream his name one more time this time out eyes locking, "Luke, please don't go!" i scream out. Tears in his eyes form, "I'm sorry." he mouths rushing off inside the plane leaving me arguing with the flight attendant to let me through.

She resisted and eventually called security to escort me out, i sit on the curb outside crying my eyes out. The man i love just got on a plane to a whole different country because i f*cked up, if i hadn't complained about him not touching me he might still be here. If i had only listened to his problems he might still be here. If i hadn't been so selfish all these years he would still be here in my arms. 

So i had a lot of ideas for this story but they disappeared and i kind of just wanted to end this story so this is the last chapter but there will be an epilogue.