somethings that are ment to keep secret

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Kimie pov

Why couldn't he just tell me all this. I didnt want to ask him about it cause it would be to painful. Like who would want to talk about there boyfriends dead girlfriend. I mean I wouldnt but I was curious to know who his first girl was. I told him about mine. I was honest with him. And now I find out that everything that one person said was a lie. I know I shouldnt be mad at jung kook but it hurts.

"Kimie please say something to let me know ur ok. Jhope said as he held ne close against his chest.

Right now I didnt know what to say but I didnt want him to be more worried than he is.

"Im fine jhope. I guess I shouldn't have been in his life to know this. I mean look at me. I'm nothing like her and she got his parents heart like that.

"Yeah your not like her chipmunk cause your you. She was a bitch and your more like human and delicate well not when it comes to fighting but still. And jeon parents love you.

Jhope had a point I wasnt like her but ill just sleep it off.

"Dont leave jhope stay with me. I whispered against his chest.

His hand brushed my hair as he planted a light kiss on my forehead.

Jungkook pov

How the hell could I be so dumb. I should have just told her. If I did I wouldn't be in such a bind.

"Ur such a ass hole jungkook. Rap mon hitted my head as I sat there.

"Yeah jungkook all your fault cause of my girl is hurt. Jimin said as he hitted me as well.

I deserved every hit from them. They loved her even tho they just met today. I was about to make my way up stairs until I see jhope. He gave me a look that made me know not to go in their.

"How is she? I asked worried. I needed to know if she was mad or sad which I will accept.

"She is asleep. Just when she wakes up talk to her and tell her the truth. Why couldn't you tell her from the jump. She opened up about her ex why not yours o wait your MARRIED! Jhope yelled at me.

"SHUT UP!

"No im tired of fucking lying to her when she should know! After all the girl you fucked with before is your wife this is practically adultery! Jhope yelled.

My temper was rising. He didnt have to go that far with her. I didnt need to here this from him not toady.

"Fuck you jhope! All you do us fucking want her to your self your not getting her. I grabbed him by the collar if his shirt.

"Dont fucking bring that up! Im not married im fucking single! She is my girlfriend and no one will fuck it up. I spat im his face as he looked at me angry.

I didnt want kim to know that. I want to tell her when its the right time. If I told her now she would probably hate me and dont want to have nothing to do with me. I love kim so dearly if that I lose her everything I wanted will be a waste ans I have to try agian. Jhope gotten out my grip as he stared at me .

"Im not fucking with this and better tell her soon before she go crazy cause if you wait she will leave you and go back to her self but one thing is that I will be there by her side as she take this all in. Im not gonna let her go through this alone. Don't expect me to sit there and just let her go cause damn it I love her still and always! You may have her now but it will come to an end! Jhopr shouted as he walked away and left.

This all had me thinking. I dont want to lose her so ill tell her now. I hurried and see if she was still sleeping but to hear that she was crying. It broke my heart hearing that.

"How can you be so stupid kookie. I hitted my head as I sighed.

I knocked on her door to see if it was good to come in. She wiped her face and cleared her throat to make it seem like she was ok.

"Come in. I walked in as she dried her face.

"Oo kook. What brings you here? She asked if I was just a stranger.

"I... I wanted to tell you some things but can I first tell you this. I came in the bed next to her as she looked me deep in my eyes.

"Please understand what im about to tell you is something I did when I was crazy young. Please just please don't leave me. I love you so much kimie I...I just dont want you to think that im not worthy.

I can see that she was so focused on me as she took my hand into hers.

"What ever it is im sure ill understand. She gave me a smile as I looked at her.

Here goes. I took a breath and started talking. Everything I told her was the truth. She was focused on me the whole time. She didn't cry but nodded to everything. It was like a clear relief to me. So I wouldnt hide no more of what I done my years. When I was finally done she didnt say anything. It scared me for a moment cause of nothing she was doing.

"Umm ok. So married but cant get a divorce without her signature. Hmmm well I hope the decision im making is a good one. She came closer to me as her lips were placed on mine.

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