Keana seemed to be tunned out from everything we were saying. She just sat there at the sink wiping her face and re perfecting ehr makeup. Luckly she brought back up in her bag.
Riley still had tears going down his face, but he no longer looked happy anymore.
"Why?....." he said quietly and his voice shook a little bit.
"I don't know what you're talki..." i was cut off by Riley.
"I thought that you trusted me. I thought you were my best friend. I thought you had feelings for me. So, why? Why didn't you tell me. I knew all along but i still don't understand why you couldn't tell me the real reason why you left. It hurt me so much when you left. You didn't even say goodbye." Rileys voice was soft and fragile.
"Riley i was going too tel.."
"No just save it Sienna. You obviously didn't care enough to tell me" Riley said with a more stern voice and you could tell he was getting ferious.
"Riley i do love you. You are like my brother. You were my protection the only sibling i ever had. Ya there was Connor and Toby but you know. Toby never liked me and Connor never looked out for me like you did. when i was with you i felt safe. But right now i'm not so sure. You are scaring me and i don't really want to be with you like this with your fist clenched. And do you think I wanted to leave you! I had no fricken choice! My parent's died in a car crash for cying out loud..........on my birthday...." i was crying a waterfall right now while talking and voice was definetly shaking. "Riley i had to go. I had no choice. My family was gone. I had nothing left. I didn't even have you any more. I didn't have my best friend..... I didn't even get to have my own dog. Do you know how hard it is. Everything i loved in my life dissapered..........Including you. Nothing was the same. And all this time you are right. I could have told you and i probably should have, but i didn't want to. I didn't want you to hear me cry over the phone. Nothing would be the same as telling you in person. Riley i cried, i would cry myself to sleep every night missing my old life and everything i had and loved. Everyday i wish i could go back in time and change it but i can't. I've made mistakes. We all make mistakes. You don't think i know that! I know i'm not perfect. The only thing that kept me going and living my life all this time was you! Everytime i woke up in the morning i would be so excited to see a "good morning beautiful" text from you. But then one day i woke up and i didn't have one. The next day i woke up hoping to see if that would change,.......but it didn't. I just had to face the fact that you had gotten a life. You had your own family. You had no time for me. You have a mother, you have a father, you Connor, you have Toby. I don't think that deep inside i hate Toby because i loved him as much as i loved you because together you guys were my familey. You guys were the family i never had. I rarely ever got to see my parents and that day was supposed to be the first day from as long as i remember that i was supposed to see them again. And i got ready that day to look my best. Only to find that i waited. And i waited all these years for that day to come. All the waiting was done for nothing. My mother left that morning and i didn't even get to say goodbye. I barely had 20 minutes to pack the stuff i needed before i had to go. Because i had to go live with some family all the way across the United Staes that i had never even met before. That one thing i took, i carry it around with me everyday. Because that thing happened to be my last piece of warmth. The last memorie i would had ever have gotten from my mother and my last memorie ever from Orland about you with a smile on my face"
I tried as hard as i could to gasp for my breath with the tears flowing down my face. I had almost forgotten that Keanna was in the room. she was silent as well as Riley. Riley stood there with red eyes in shock with unclenched fist. He looked fragile and broken inside and out. I broke the slent moment and bent down to pick up my bag. I unzipped a secret pocket inside of another and took out an old looking wrinkled up piece of paper. and i slowly stepped closer infront of Riley. I grabbed his arm and put his hand out flat. With my other hand i put the nicely folded crinkled up note into his hand while keeping my eyes looked in his. I folded his fingers shut to grip the note and took a step back. I watched Riley carefully as he moved elegantly and swiftly to unfold the not. And he looked down to slowly read it in his head.
"See..... i kept this note all this time. My last piece i had of my mother. I don't even have anything from my father. I barely even remember what he looks like. I would have kept it all nice in folded but some times i got mad. I go ferious sometimes feeling like i should've been the one who died. I thought it was all my fault my parents were dead. Because they wanted to do something special for me on my birthday.......for me..... that's the reason why they are gone. My mother drove off happily to see her loving husband at the airport so we could be together for once in my life......together.....as a family. And i just want you to know every crinkled line, every wrinkle in that paper represents how you made me stronger. When i ever i got made thinking it was my fault i would crumble up that paper and throw it into the trashcan. But then i thought of you. I would call you and you would make me laugh again. You'd make me happy. You made me stronger. Each time i crumpled up that paper and thrw it away i picked it back up because of the meaning it had to me. And it has only made me stronger....... You made me stronger.....You were my soldier" i finished that sentence intending it to be the last thing i'd ever say to Riley McDonough.
I picked up my bag and stood as high, straight and tall as i could. I wipped all the tears from my face and with that i turned around grabbed Keanna's arm giving her a signal and we walked out.
*Riley's P.O.V.*
I don't know what hurt me more. The whole story told from Sienna's side or the fact that i coulden't have been a worse person. I had just been the biggest Jerk in history. I'd win the award if there ever was one. I can't believe i just ruined all my chances with the girl i thought i loved. But i knew now that she would always be too far out of reach.
**Keanna's P.O.V.**
I was doing my makeup until i slowly faded to a stop. I placed all my things back in my bag predicting that this wouldn't end well and we wouldn't be going to the concert any more. I stood there behind Sienna the whole time listening to her story. I don't think that i have ever heard a stronger girl in my life. Every word she said but me more and more in to silence and shock. Through the whole conversation i could see the more and more damage being applied to Riley's face. He was breaking down inside and you could tell he deffinetly regretted what he said. Sienna took out a note and gave it to Riley and kept on talking. It was so much for me to listen to and take in i couldn't even hear what she was saying any more.
I felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. It had felt as though i was in Sienna's situation. I gave all my sympathy too her. So wonder she didn't want to tell me all of this. I wouldn't want to tall anyone either. I wouldn't be able to hear it. It's so bad it sounds like a dream. Not a dream and nightmare. A nightmare that you'd never wake up from.....ever......
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