Rejected... Now I'm Back

Chapter 3: Rejected (Part 2)

I'm sitting here waiting for Damien when I hear the rustling of leaves alerting me to someones presents thinking its him I stand up and turn only to come face to face with Michelle the pact slut.
"He was right your so pathetic you actually thought he would want your ugly ass. Your disgusting and ugly as hell. You'll never have a mate he will never want you" she says with a laugh and I don't know why but her words anger me.
"Like your mate would want a slut like you, you open your legs more than you do your mouth" I spit out causing her to slap me hard as hell.
"At least I have Damien, he is mine not yours and never will be" she says cockily with a smirk on her face.
"He's mine, he is my mate" I say angrily ready to punch her but stop short when I hear laughter not from one person but three. I watch as Damien and Zach both come from the forest laughing along with Michelle.
"I am not your mate. Your pathetic, weak, ugly, and a disgrace to this pack" Damien spits out after sobering up.
"But you are my mate" I state weakly.
"I Damien Blood future Alpha of the BloodMoon Pack reject you Aphrodite Moon De Luca as my mate and future Luna of the pack" he says and I drop to my knees from the force of the pain it feels as if my heart is being pulled from my chest and I can't stop the tears from falling.
"Why?" I croak out.
"Why!" He exclaims "why you ask because your a piece of shit, your worthless. You are not Luna material, you're a disgrace to this whole pack, a disgrace as a mate. You're the reason our Luna, my mother is dead, the reason your parents are dead, and my sister is in a coma, its all because of you" he spits out angrily and all I can do is shake my head no because its not true. What could I do at six years old and was terrified.
"You're the one that deserves to die. You should have been the one to die, nobody wants you here. Your own brother doesn't even want you. The whole pack hates your guts. I don't know why you haven't killed yourself already. I guess will have to do it for you." he says sounding closer. Looking up through my blurry eyes I see all three approaching me I tried to scoot away but realize it's to late. With every punch, slap, and kick thrown at me I receive an insult. With Star still mourning the loss of her mate I have no way of defending myself especially against an Alpha and pack warrior. Suddenly I'm picked up and tossed in the air, landing with a splash. Realizing I'm in the lake I began to freak out because I never learned how to swim. I try fighting to stay above the water but with every move my body protest in pain from the beating I just received. Getting to the  surface coughing and spluttering I try looking for help but all I see is there retreating form.
"Please" cough "help...me" cough "can't sw......" I can't finish the sentence as I'm getting dragged under the water, gulping in a mouth full of water in the process. I can feel my throat burning from the water and my vision begans to get blurry with spots of white flashing. I watch as my entire life flashes before my eyes, the good, the bad, and the ugly. All I can seem to think is you lied to me daddy. You told me my mate would love and cherish me no matter what. That he would care for my and love me till our dying end. I try to resurface but its as if the water is dragging me further down. Feeling as if there is no use in fighting anymore I let go. I finally get to be with my mom and dad. I will finally be free of this misery and pain. I will be with the ones i love and who love me in return. This is my end, I'm coming home mommy and daddy. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better sister Aaron, I'm sorry they died and I survived. I love you bubby. is my last thought before the darkness overcomes me.