LOVE IS A CRAZY THING (EMISON)

CHAPTER VI - MADLY INLOVE

"I crave for you.. but I can't have you.."

Im totally out of my mind for letting my heart took over. I should avoid her and never talk to her again but everytime I look at her or just hear her voice I can absolutely be her slave... Im just good at hiding it..

Emily's literally different now,for me.. And Im making a big mistake to just let my emotions take over..

"Can you tell me now how'd you found out?"Emily asked me while driving..

Should I tell her how? What if she hurt me??

But then I told her...

"What?!"She stopped the car and If I didnt have a seatbelt I probably bumped on the dashboard..."Ali,why did you do that?!"

"I-..I just really want to know so that I can tell you that Ill still be here for you even if youre dying.." I answered looking right into her eyes..

"Dying?"she frowned..

"I thought you have a cancer.."I blushed bcoz of embarassment..

"You look like the crazy one here..."She chuckled..

"Why are you laughing?!"I punched her shoulder an twitched my lip..

"Okay.."she said and stop laughing.."I have mental disorder.."

Shes serious now...

"I have my maintenance and I was a radley patient.. when I was 12 years old before we go to SanFo and lived there for 5 years.. I have Bipolar Disorder I..."

"Im sorry if you need to tell me all that.." I held her right hand..

"Its okay..."She smiled.."You already know anyway..."

She drove home...

"Can we have a coffee inside?"I asked her.

"Arent you afraid of me anymore?"She asked smiling..

"No.."I walked to her and pulled her..."come.."

The truth is Im still kinda afraid of her coz she seemed have different moods every minute.. But i cant help it..

......

Were drinking coffee while im cooking carbonara.. I decided to cook for her..

Shes just watching me...

"Why are you staring at me like that?'I asked while im stirring the carbonara sauce..

"Im happy that were bonding like this again..I missed you.."

I looked at her and smiled..

"So can we be friends again.."She asked..

I dont want to be just a friend to her.. But ..

"Okay.." I answered... I sighed..

We ate and she left coz her mom wants her home before 7pm...

I was left alone and I immediately researched about Bipolar Disorder I..

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A week have passed and Emily and I were became closer again.Shes not showing any signs of mood changes.. shes normal and smiles often..

But I still want her to be mine.. Be her girlfriend. I just want to kiss her whenever I want,hug her as many as I want,tell her I love her every minute of the day..