LOVE IS A CRAZY THING (EMISON)

Chapter XV - The Manor

Emily's mom told me if I want to go with oth them to see the wake. Of course I will go with them coz I need to be with Emily all the time.She needs me and I love her.Even if our relationship is so toxic. I always try to understand her.And there are so many things I still don't know about her.And whats bothering me is I am not Em's first girlfriend.. Maybe, its just jealousy but I still wanna know whos her exes.. Especially that Melissa,her second freaking cousin! Like how did they end up having sex. Theyre family.. Its incest and its nasty. And Melissa is an adult..

I have so many questions in my mind that I wanna ask.But Im too hesitant to even make a move. Coz it might triggered her. Im just exaggerating things and its doing no good to me.. I should trust my girlfriend. I know she loves me the way I love her..

" What are you thinking about?" I heard Emily. Shes home now. Coz she left with her mom to buy some stuffs to take with us to Philly.

"No nothing"I lied.."Im just exhausted.. You did it, naughty.."

She giggled and then leaned in to peck me on my lips..She can still make my hert beats fast everytime she kiss me. I still cant believe myself that I'm capable of being this inlove to a person like Emily. Shes not normal, shes scary but my love for her is getting deeper and deeper everyday.

Maybe in our pastlives, were lovers that didn't end up together but promised to be with each other in our nextlife.

I sighed..

Youre like a badsong..
I dont want it but i cant erase
It from my mind...

You are bad.
I am the good.
I love you the way I hate you...

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EVE'S MEADOW MANOR..

I saw a big and wide gate in front of our car. Were in Philly now. A man in black suit accompanied us but I never thought were going to a manor.. The driver called from his radio and the huge gate opened.. Wow, I also see it from the movies. Is Emily's relatives rich?

Her and Pam lives a simple life in Rosewood so Im totally surprised that they used to live here... The way to the house is kinda long. The place is covered with trees..

"Wow." I held Em's hand and looked at her. " You used to live here, right?"

"Yeah, its my grandma's manor forest.."Em smiled at me." Our house is in the middle of the forest.. "

" gosh, do I need to get afraid? " I joked..

Emilu giggled.." Why? "

" You know in horror movies.." I looked again outside." Theres a very old mansion in the middle of the forest and sometimes theres a demonic ghost ther or a serial killer waiting for the leads.. "

Both Em and Pam laughed at me..

"Yes, its a mansion but its not scary.." Pam smiled at me. " and theres a small community there. All are workers of the farm.."

We reached the place.. And when Pam said its  a mansion.. Yes,Its.a freaking huge mansion and its not scary as I thought... There are small houses beside and theres alot of people..The main house is just like out from english aristocrat houses.."

"Youre fucking rich, Emily...." I just said when we step outside the black BMW.. She held my right hand and we walked towards the crowd..

They saw us and they greeted us with warm smiles. Theyre all in formal dresses but all black..