SENPOEMTATO

Failure

Breath is getting weaker.
As my sight's getting darker..
Thinking of my sweet future dreams,
Was hard to get as like what it seems.

Regretting the times that I waste.
Disappointment, is now I taste.
Procrastination was at it's best.
Now, having the worst now is my test.

Should I face it or give up now?
But the real question is not should but "how"..
How clumsy, how careless.
Now I'm lying feeling useless.

I should've done it right.
Should've done it before night.
Happiness, carelessness, comfortableness
Becomes Clueless, motionless, helpless.

I'm sorry. I let them win & failed.
After saying I'll win, as your hand I held.
I'm never been a winner,
Staying as a loser.

As now, breath is getting weaker.
As my sight's getting darker..
Dreams & future is now out of sight.
So I bid you, forever, good night.