Brandon's pov
Emily and her brothers have been living in the pack house for about two weeks now and everything is going pretty good. I graduated high school last week and so did Andy so we spend more time handling pack stuff. When we don't have much to do that handles with the pack we do research on everything Emily has.
Depression
Depression is a condition in which a person feels discouraged, sad, hopeless, unmotivated, or disinterested in life in general. When these feelings last for a short period of time, it may be a case of "the blues." (source:)
Anxiety
a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.
Self harm
Self-injury, also called self-harm, is the act of deliberately harming your own body, such as cutting or burning yourself. It's typically not meant as a suicide . Rather, self-injury is an unhealthy way to cope with emotional pain, intense anger and frustration.
While self-injury may bring a momentary sense of calm and a release of tension, it's usually followed by guilt and shame and the return of painful emotions. And with self-injury comes the possibility of more serious and even fatal self-aggressive actions.
Because self-injury is often done impulsively, it can be considered an impulse-control behavior problem. Self-injury may be linked to a variety of mental disorders, such as depression, and borderline personality .
"Dude I think it'd be for the best if you just talk to Emily about everything she has and just get a look into her life." Andy finally said after like a hour of looking at different sites.
"I think your right. It would be easier to just ask her." I agreed. Andy walked out of my office and I checked all my paper work one more time before I left to talk to Emily. Once I made sure everything was done I walked too our room. I opened the door and found the boys cuddling with Emily while she read them a story.
"Hey love." Emily greeted.
"Hi Brandon." The boys greeted me. I smiled at them and walked over to the bed.
"What you reading?" I asked.
"Paper towns." Emily answered. I smiled at her while she kept reading to the boys. "Okay boys I'll read more to you tomorrow." They groaned but got up anyway. They left our room. "So what's up?" We may not have mated yet but she can still read me pretty good.
"I don't know how to ask this." I started.
"Just ask the question." Emily encouraged. I took a deep breath and said.
"Tell me about Depression, Anxiety, Self harm, Your eating disorder, and Migraines." I demanded. "That's not at all how I meant it to come out." Emily let out a awkward laugh.
"What do you want to know about them?" Emily asked.
"Well depression how did you get it?" I asked.
"I got my depression when I was 12. My mom would constantly hit me and make me feel like shit. Finally when I was 16 I no longer let her see me get hurt by her words. I got anxiety when I was 12 also. Started self harming when I was 13. My mom found out I self harmed and no longer hit me because of it. Got the eating disorder when I was 14. My mom called me fat and wouldn't let me eat all that much. But when I was at school I would buy food so I never really got it but I still kinda got it. Migraines they come naturally. I started getting them probably around 13 or 14 but they were never that bad. When I was 16 is when it got really bad." Emily just gived me the basic of everything and how she got it.
"Emily I want you to be my mate but I don't want to put you through the mate bond." I told her.
"The mate bond? That's kinda like depression isn't it?" Emily questioned.
"Yes and I'm not sure how it bad you would get it." I commented.
"I want to be your mate." Emily said. She crawled over to me and started kissing my neck. It took everything in me not to bite her neck right now. "I need you Brandon." With those words I lost all control. My canines came out and I marked her right where the neck meets the shoulder. And I just let my wolf take over.
A/n no sex scene I am awkward enough trying to explain sex would just be weird for me.
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