Golden Boy (Scomiche)

All Over Again

Hey. Sorry I didn't update before. Just been kinda in a little bit of a funk lately. So continuing on....

Mitch's POV
I walked up the school steps slowly dreading the moment I walked into school. I opened the door and everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me. I felt like I was the new kid all over again. I don't know why everyone was looking at me. There wasn't much to see. I was wearing a black sweater with black skinny jeans. Every single person stared at me as I walked to Allison's room. I needed to see her and thank her for telling everyone I was on vacation. I was walking and then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I stopped and turned around.

"Are you okay Mitch?"  The girls who's name I think was 'Kirstie' said.

I nodded my head quickly and scurried off to Alli's room. I walked in and quickly closed the door. I was relieved when the classroom was empty.

"Mitch? What's wrong?" Alli said worriedly.

I shook my head and pointed to my throat.

"You can't talk?" She asked confused. "Does your throat hurt?"

I shook my head.

"You don't want to talk?" She said more of a statement.

I nodded my head.

There was a loud bang on the door.

"Ahh god dammit" I heard the familiar voice say.

Seconds later I heard a soft knock and a whisper through the door.

(You know what's coming)

"Mitch? Please I know you're in there. People are asking where you've been" Scott's calm voice flowed through the door.

I looked at Alli and she shrugged. I slowly opened the door and the blonde boy was standing there with a half smile on his face. I looked at him for a minute before getting lost in his eyes. Then I realized I hadn't let him in yet. I stepped aside the door allowing him into the classroom.

"Mitch what's wrong?" He said looking extremely concerned.

That's when I felt a wetness slowly trickle down my face. Scott wiped it away with his thumb. I didn't even know why I was crying. It's just when you're body knows you're sad so it's reacting for you.

I looked back up at Scott again staring deeply into his eyes. I walked over to him and hugged onto his torso for dear life. He wrapped his long muscular arms around around me and I felt safe. So I smiled.

"Aweeee!"  Alli said making me blush. I kinda forgot she was here.

I didn't want to let go of Scott. Ever. I pulled away and looked up into his eyes. I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. Pouring all the emotions I was feeling into this kiss. Scott quickly started to kiss back. The kiss felt like it was a century long but I knew it was only a few seconds. I pulled away. I looked into his eyes again.

"I'm sorry" I whispered to Scott.

"For what?" He said staring just as intently into my eyes.

"For hurting you. I know when I hurt myself, I hurt you too. I promise I won't do anything like that again as long as your mine forever" I said trying not to tear up again.

Scott just looked at me and then pressed his lips to my temple.

"I promise. I'm not going anywhere Mitchy" Scott said barely above a whisper.

I heard sniffling and looked over to see Allison crying. I cocked my said to the side as if asking 'why?'.

"You guys are the cutest thing I've ever seen. Now go to class before you're late" She said urging Scott and I towards the door.

"Yes mom" I said with a slight giggle.

Alli smiled at me and Scott one more time before opening the door and let the students come pouring in.

"What's wrong Mama Morris?" I heard a student ask as I walked out the room.

As we were walking to class I felt Scott grab my hand. I quickly jerked it away from him and stopped.

"What? What's wrong?" Scott asked concerned and a little hurt.

I didn't know what to think. I kinda wanted to crawl under a rock. I didn't mean to hurt Scott's feelings. That's the last thing I'd ever want to do.

I quickly turned on my heel and speed walked to the nearest bathroom and locked myself in a stall. I rolled up my sleeves and stared down at my cuts and scars. I wanted to the numbness. Not to feel. But I couldn't. I didn't need to. I had Scott.

'Then why the hell are you in a stall wishing you could slice into yourself?' A voice said.

I looked under the stall and didn't see anyone. Hmm weird.

'I'm in your head you dumbass' voice said again.

'It's not like Scott would ever want you anyway. Have you seen how fat and ugly you are? No one wants a piece of shit like you!" The voice said getting louder.

I winced and the harsh words and cruel tone.

"Please. Go away" I whimpered.

'Never' Said the voice.

I broke down. I was loosing my mind. I was hearing voices and it was saying terrible things to me. For the sake of this lets call that voice 'Mitchell'. It's something I hate being called and I hated him so it seems to fit.

I heard someone come into the bathroom.

"Mitch?"

It was Scott.

I got myself together as much as I could and walked out the stall.

"Are you okay?" Scott said taking me into his arms.

I nodded, my head on his chest. I wasn't though. I was the furthest thing from okay. And who knew it'd only get worse.

Soooooo yeah hope y'all liked this chapter. I feel like all my stories are like sad and every is in a bad place right now. :P SorryNotSorry. ~Chris