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Mitch's POV
I felt myself slipping back into my bubble. My bubble where Scott didn't exist. Where I didn't talk. Where I hated myself.
By the time I really noticed it was too late and I was surrounded my the familiar feeling of my bubble. I was in my bubble, cold and alone.

When Scott spoke to me I'd smile and nod my head. He knew there was a change but he didn't know the extent of my damage. My parents were gone. I haven't been to my own home in 2 weeks and we have still yet to see Scott's parents walk through the door.
I haven't said a word in almost a week and Scott is starting to take notice. Sometimes I think if I would have never met Scott, would I still be alive?
I don't think so.
I'm glad I have him and I don't want to lose him.

"Mitch?"

I look up.

"Are you ok?"

I nod my head.

"Mitch talk to me. Baby please."

When I finally looked at Scott I saw tears in his eyes. I had to talk to him it was breaking him.

"I-I'm so sorry" Were the only pathetic words that could leave my mouth.

Scott came over and he wrapped his arms around me tightly.
"I love you. I don't want you to slip away too Mitch."

At this point I was crying too. I couldn't control my emotions. I moved my head from his chest to look up at him. Really look at him.
He had bags under his eyes. His bright blue eyes were now clouded and stormy. He looked stressed.
Was I doing this to him? Maybe he needs a break from me. Maybe I should just leave right? That way he will be happy again. He was perfectly fine before I collided into his life. He can go back to that and be the happy boy he once was.

Once Scott had fallen asleep on the couch I got up and went to 'our' room. I packed a few clothes and left the rest there to ensure him that I would come back. I tiptoed down the stairs to the kitchen where I would leave a note.

"Hey so uh this may not be the best way to hear this but we need a break. I can see you are tired and exhausted and I'm sorry I know it's my fault and there's no way you can tell me otherwise. I'll be back I think you just need a few days to rest and recover and become happier with your life without me.
I love you so much. -Mitchell"

I grabbed some fruit out the fridge and threw it in my book bag and started towards the door until I heard Scott moving around in the couch.

"Mmmmitch?" He slurred still half asleep.

I quickly dropped my bags and walked over to him.

"I'm here baby what do you need?"

"Where are you going?" He yawned.

"I'm just going to the bathroom. I'll be back soon I promise ok?"

I slowly backed away and waited for him to go back to sleep before I picked my bags back up and went out the door.

Where to now?

A/n So you know that thing called writers block? Well I got.hit with it hard so yeah. I hope y'all like this chapter. Byeeee!

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