Golden Boy (Scomiche)

He's Awake

He's gone.
He's gone.
He's gone.

I kept hearing that in my sleep. Well at first I thought it was a dream, then when I opened my eyes I was in a white room.

"He's awake!" I didn't recognize the voice but I let it seep in.

Scott.

'Where am I? What is that annoying beeping?'

"Mitch? Mitch can you hear me?" Scott grabbed my hand.

I looked up at him and smiled. Then I remembered what I saw him and his uncle doing and frowned. I looked around the room and saw I was in a hospital.

'Hmm so I'm not dead. That's great. I guess.'

"Scott." I whispered out.

He quickly came closer to me.
"I'm here Mitchy."

I really didn't want to have to talk to him right now but well what can I say? I love him and he's mine. His uncles gonna have to go through me first if he wants Scott.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking Scott. I- I just wanted something to make my head stop hurting and I just started over thinking everything. I'm sorry." I said holding back tears.

Scott smiled down at me.
"You have nothing to be sorry for love. I did something stupid that affected you and I'm the one who needs to be sorry. Can you ever forgive me?"

"We're a mess." I laughed.
"I forgave you right after. I was never really mad at you. I mean it's my fault anyways." I smiled sadly.

"There's no possible way that it was your fault Mitch." Scott ran his hands through my hair just the way I liked it.

"It is. I'm not enough for you and it's ok." I said letting a few tears trail down my face.

Scott kissed each of them away and grabbed both of my hands in his.
"Mitch, there is no one else for me. Only you. The possibility of losing you is unfathomable. I NEED you. Not my mistake of an uncle. Y. O. U. Mitchell Coby Michael Grassi I love you and I always will. I will be by your side until death due us part. Which I hope is later than sooner but I love you more than anything and I'm sorry if I'm really crappy at showing that." By then Scott and I were both crying messes.

"I love you too Scottland." I caressed his cheek wiping away the tears.
"What happened?"

"Well when you wouldn't wake up I called 911 and then I saw the empty bottle the bathroom. When we got here they pumped your stomach and you've been asleep since. At one point the heart rate monitor flat lined and they couldn't get you back."

I looked up at him and saw the stress lines in his face. How much I worried him. I guess he really does love me. Well see I never doubted that he really loved me, I just worried he may love someone else as well. I know he loves me. That's very easy to see. But could he have once loved his uncle the way he loved me? I'll remember to ask him about their relationship later. Right now I just wanted to focus on this giant, blonde hair, blue eyed child next to me.

"So you're finally awake. Great! I'm Doctor Johnson." The man came forward and shook my hand.
"Glad to see you're awake Scott here was starting to get smelly." He said swatting the air.

We both laughed and looked over at Scott who was smelling himself and frowning.

"When can I go home?" I asked after wiping my tears from laughing so hard.

"Ok well since you're awake, we are going to run a few tests and then if you can walk on your own, you're free to go." Doctor Johnson said.

After the multiple tests were done Scott called a can to take us back to a hotel of some kind. I guess he figured I wouldn't want to continue staying with his uncle.

As we sat in the back of the cab, my head on Scotts shoulder, he finally broke the silence.

"Why?" He whispered.
"Why did you do it? Like the real reason?"

"I thought you didn't love me as much as you loved him..." I said turning my head to face him.

Scott looked at me surprised raising both of his eye brows. *;)*
He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. He shut it and started to think about his words.
But before he could say anything we arrived at the hotel. So I got out the car and went to grab my book bag full of stuff.

"Mitch I got it." Scott said laying his land on my shoulder.

"I can take care of myself." I shrugged his hand off and walked into the hotel leaving Scott behind.

A/N
It's a crappy ending to the chapter. Yes. I know. But it will get a little better next chapter I hope. Honestly it depends on my mood. So until next time, Goodbyyyeeee~Chris