DON'T GIVE UP (ENGLISH-BLAM- boyxboy)

CHAPTER 2: RECOVER

CHAPTER 2: RECOVER

The doctor let them go to the room for a while, the visiting hour had finished, but he understood they wanted to see him. When they arrived to Blaine's room, they could see how painful and depress he was. It was like someone stole all his happiness and optimism. He was scared and all his friends could see it in his eyes. They realised he had been crying.

"How are you?" Kurt asked and everyone starred him angrily because it was a stupid question.

"It hurts." Blaine couldn't say anything more. Everybody knew he was talking about his body and his soul.

"Do you want some company tonight?" Santana asked and Sam was relieved when he realised she was really worried, so she wouldn't say anything bad.

"No."

Brittany smiled and looked at her friends before talking. "I can stay, if you want. You don't have to be with Kurt or Sam... I understand you won't want anyone but Rachel or me, but I know you won't be happy if you push away the two men who love you the most... Nobody would be sad, you know, you had a bad experience and we understand you can't be with boys right now... Or even Santana because she can be rude. We want the best for you... Even if San and I have to share our apartment with you for some days... You only tell us what you need"

Everybody stares her, she showed them she wasn't so stupid than they thought. Her mind just worked differently. But then, she understood Blaine and she knew exactly how can they help him. It was a relief for everyone because the other was clueless.

"Would you do that for me?" Blaine's eyes shone and he held back the tears. Pierce nodded and looked at him with all her love. She was his friend and she would never let him alone when he needed her.

"Of course we would." She smiled at him. She wanted to be the strength he didn't have in that moment.

Blaine was discharged the next morning and he arrived at his apartment with Brittany and Sam. Anderson felt a little better about being with men, but she didn't let him alone because she knew she can help him. They were having lunch, but none of them said anything, they didn't know what they can say without making Blaine remembered what had happened. However, the dark-haired man was angry.

"I'm not made of crystal! You won't break me! I had a bad time, but you can't behave like I was going to commit suicide or something like that. I will be ok, I just need time." Anderson cool down while he was talking, he knew he was unfair but he wanted to come back to his life and his friends didn't help him. He need his friends back.

"I'm sorry" Sam looked down to his dish, he didn't know what to do or say. He wished he could change all the pain and make him happy.

"No, I am sorry... Everything is so... Complicated." Blaine was hurt. If there were something he hated the most, it was that he was hurting his best friend. He loved Sam and he knew he was making him sad.

"Everything will be alright... Everything will be alright." Brittany whispered, trying to comfort him while she was caressing his back. She knew it would be alright, but, in that moment, she had to fight with all the pain and be careful, she didn't want that something could hurt him even more.

"Will you go to work? What are you thinking about?" Santana screamed when her friend told her what he was going to do. She had asked the night shift at the restaurant to help him and be with him while Brittany and Sam was working, so they were together in the living room in Blam's apartment.

"The show must go on and... I want to come back to my life as soon as possible. I just need someone to walk with me... I think I can't do it by myself." Blaine looked at her, she shook her head and started to text someone.

"Fine, I will go with you to the theatre and Sam will be waiting for you when you finish. I don't agree with you, but it's your life. I think you should rest, at least today. You were discharged yesterday... I know you are physically fine, but something can make it worse... Nobody will be upset if you take some days off. There is a substitute who will play your role. He won't be as good as you, that's impossible... Won't tell anybody I said that. I want you to know you can be at home, that will be ok." Santana said sincerely. He was surprised she was herself with him. Maybe she didn't call him Hobbit or wasn't rude, but she still was her. She didn't hide her feelings and she had no doubt about telling what she thought.

"Thank you." He didn't know if he talked about her walking with him at work or her being herself.

Sam was waiting for Blaine in Anderson's dressing room. Santana had told him he had to go there and walk with him to the apartment. He would do anything for that natural and funny guy he knew at McKinley. Few people understood his friendship, but they didn't matter, they liked the way they love each other.

Blaine opened the door and came into the room in a hurry, still in his vampire costume and hugged his best friend. Sam realised he was crying and he tried to be strong for him.

"Blaine... Are you ok?" He asked really worried.

"No... I shouldn't have come... It wasn't easy... Will we go home?" Blaine was sobbing.

Sam nodded and get out of the room to wait for his friend, who changed into his own clothes and clean his face.

When Sam was alone, he cried. He was trying not to show his own feelings because he didn't want to seem weak in front of him, but it hurt. He wished he could do anything to help his best friend.

It was midnight and Sam was sleeping when the door opened without any noise. Blaine came into his best friend's room, with his blue pyjamas and his curls free without hair gel. He was barefooted and he walked on tiptoe because he didn't want to make noise and wake up to the other one. When he arrived to Sam's bed, he lifted the sheet and the duvet and he slipped into it.

Sam realised that someone was with him and he woke up scared. When his eyes focused, he saw it was Blaine who was next to him, so he smiled, relaxing after the frightened.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to scare you or wake you up." Blaine was ashamed.

"It's fine... Can't you sleep?" He asked while he moved his body to let his best friend more room.

"I had a nightmare." The darkness in the room hide his red cheeks.

"You can stay here. Everything will be ok. I'm with you." Evans hugged him by his waist and he made him more comfortable. Blaine ended with his head over Sam's chest. Evans knew the other one was relaxed, so he decided to hum their song. To Sam, Heroes was more than a song, it was a friendship symbol. It was a Blam song because the meaning it had for them. He didn't stop to sing in a low voice until the Blaine's breath was soft and Sam was sure he was sleeping. Whatever happened, Anderson always could count with Sam... Always