DON'T GIVE UP (ENGLISH-BLAM- boyxboy)

CHAPTER 7: NEW LIFE

CHAPTER 7: NEW LIFE

Blaine was upset because he lasted too many days to get better from his flu and he didn't find any job because nobody wanted to hire someone pregnant. He was a bit fat because his baby was growing up inside his belly and was looking for some trousers but they were small for him. He only could wear some sweatpants. Sam knocked his door and he let him come in.

Sam looked at him surprised because Blaine wore only his underwear and he was looking at himself in the mirror. The blond man wished he could touch him, feel his skin under his fingers, make him crazy under his hands, feel how he got excited because his caress... He needed to think about other things because he shouldn't think about having sex with his best friend.

"It's everything ok?"

"I'm fat... I don't have any clothes..." Blaine pouted. He felt unattractive and depressed. It was in those moments when he realised he was alone in his pregnancy and he needed some support. Of course, Sam was always by his side.

"Blaine, you are pregnant and your baby need to grow up. You are not fat... Can I touch your belly?" Sam asked without even realised. He wanted to feel the place where there was Blaine's baby, he wanted to feel like he was the father, even for a few seconds.

"Of course." Blaine came closer and Sam put his hand over the other's belly. He didn't feel anything but it was special. He smiled, he was happy. It was Blaine's baby.

"We can go shopping. You will need it anyway because your belly will grow much more."

Sam let him a Shirt and some jeans, even when they where long for him. They went shopping and had fun together, looking for the perfect shop. Even Sam tried on clothes for pregnant men. There were long time since the last time they were so happy. They were the best friends and always will. They made the other smile even in the darkest moments.

Blaine came into his apartment smiling. He was really happy and everyone could see it. Sam look at him. It wasn't he had been sad, but it was a long time since he had seen him like that. Evans was scared. What if Blaine had met someone and he wanted to start a new relationship? Without Kurt, he had hoped to be the one who was loved by Blaine but he knew there were other men who can fall in love with him.

"Why are you so happy?"

"I have a job." Blaine was so happy that he almost jump.

"What? Where?"

"Freedom Show."

Sam looked at him surprised. It was one of the most successful shows off-Broadway. There were rumours about the next season about it and it said it would be on Broadway. He hadn't watched the show, but he had heard Rachel and Kurt talking about it. It had a really difficult choreography and neither Kurt or Rachel had a part in it because they weren't good enough. The director had to do the cast twice because he didn't find someone for the main rols. Blaine had another show in that moment and he couldn't go to the cast.

"No way! It is really hard and you are pregnant... You have to think about your baby first." Sam looked at his best friend, who sat down next to him and held his hands.

"I will play the violin. I will be there until May, when the show will close for being ready for Broadway. I won't dance, so stop worrying about it like a father and be happy because I have a job and I will make the money I need."

"What?" Sam hugged Blaine, he was happy for him. It was so perfect, he could work on something he liked and he could take care of himself. "I'm so happy for you. You deserve everything good that happens to you. I'm so proud of you. You won't give up, you'll go on for you and your baby... I think I couldn't do it. I admire you."

"It's because of you. You support me and love me... You are the best friend ever." They hugged again. Sam's arms were the most safe and comfortable place in the world for Blaine. It hurt to think about he was straight and there was no way Sam loved him back. However, it was a million times better than not having him by his side.

When they broke the hug, they looked at the other eyes for a while before their lips started to come closer, both of them wanted to kiss the other. They were hypnotized because the beauty of the other's eyes while they came closer slowly.

Blaine's phone rang before their lips would touch for the first time. Blaine went away quickly and answered the call.

"Hi mom!... Yes, I called you... No, I'm fine. It was because I wanted to tell you that I have to stay here in New York this Christmas... I have to work... I didn't want to go either but I have to work... I know, but think about next year. I promise I won't miss Christmas and it will be special because we will be one more and Santa will come... Don't worry, I will find someone for having dinner with... I won't be alone... I hope I can see you soon... I love you so much, mom... Kisses."

"You will stay here for Christmas?" Sam asked.

"I have to work."

"I will stay too. I think it's time to have my first New York Christmas."

"You don't have to do it. I'm sure you wanted to be with your parents and siblings."

"I won't change my mind. I wanna be with you."

Blaine hugged Sam again. He couldn't thank enough what his best friend was doing. It was too much and he didn't know what he could do for him, but he wanted to make him happy and he would find a way. He wanted Sam felt loved and valued because he was the most perfect person in the world and he deserved to be happy.