DON'T GIVE UP (ENGLISH-BLAM- boyxboy)

CHAPTER 11: SINCERITY

CHAPTER 11: SINCERITY

Finally, Blaine and Sam were alone in their apartment. It wasn't they didn't like to be with Tina or Mike. It was they needed to talk about what had happened between them and what were they in that moment. They were both nervous and wishful. They hope they could be boyfriends really soon, but Sam's sexuality, Blaine's pregnancy or Kurt were things they needed to know. However, they decided to kiss for a while before the talk. Their tongues were playing together like if they would know forever. It was so easy and natural, even since they had started his friendship.

Blaine didn't know what to do with his hands. He wanted to feel Sam's skin, those amazing abs he still had, even if he weren't a model anymore. However, Blaine was afraid because he thought he could hurt or scare his lover. It was Sam's first time with a boy, and he knew there were some differences.

The blond boy was caressing Blaine's belly with one hand. He felt the light curve, even if Anderson were trying to hide it with the clothes he wore. Sam's other hand was over Blaine's cheek. It was a new feeling for him because he felt the beginning of a beard. It was really short, but he could feel something different, something he hadn't felt with a girl. And he should say he love it.

They broke the kiss after a few minutes and they looked at the other eyes, forgetting everything but that colour and shine, feeling they fall in love over and over again.

"We need to talk." Blaine whispered.

"I know, but... We are ok, right? I mean... I have nothing to worry about, have I?" Sam asked.

"I don't know. We need to be sure about everything before starting our relationship. I don't want any of us being hurt for the other, you know? I need to know why are you in love with me if you are straight."

"That's really easy." Sam smiled, he was calm. He knew the answer. "You and I had a really unusual and incredible connection when we start to be friends. We can be ourself without being judge. I had never had a best friend, so I didn't know the difference. When I knew about your crush, I liked it. I thought it was flattering, I liked to feel desired. When you said that you were going to propose Kurt... I didn't like it, but I was by your side because that was what best friends do. When Kurt said 'yes', it hurt like I never knew it would, but I couldn't do anything. At first I thought it was because he would expend more time with you than me, but then I realised I shouldn't be upset because you kissed or because you were alone in the night... One day, near our graduation, I understood. I've been waiting for years, loving you... But I didn't want to hurt you, so I didn't think about breaking your relationship with Kurt because you had fought a lot for it. When you two broke up, I was happy because I could be with you. I didn't want to be a rebound, so I waited. Then, you know, that happened and... I didn't find the right moment to tell you about it."

Blaine looked at him, surprised. He hadn't realised of it for those years. He allways had thought Sam was straight. If he had known, their story would have been so different... But then, there was something...

"Sam... I'm pregnant."

"And I'll be his or her father. I love you and I want a family. I won't lie, it will be sooner than I would like, but I'm ready."

"It's not your baby..." Blaine said, but Sam cut him off. "Nobody makes the DNA test, right? I'll be his or her father, legally. You are not alone. I'll be by your side in good and bad times. My heart is yours."

"Oh, Sam." Blaine kissed Sam, feeling more confident about their relationship. They forget about everything for a while.

"I want to talk about Kurt." Sam said.

"What do you want to know?"

"Are you in love with him?"

Blaine looked at Sam with all the love he had. He was happy because his love was a little jealous and it showed him that he really cared.

"If I'm honest with you, I've never felt for him what I feel for you. I loved him, sure, but that died when he came to New York. I came back to him because I loved him, but the person I was in love with didn't love me back and I was just a best friend to him... At least, that is what I thought, I know now that I was wrong."

"We were fools." Sam whispered.

"We are going to be together, aren't we?"

"Forever."

They kissed again, feeling all the love they had. It was their moment and nobody would break it. After some minutes, Blaine broke the kiss and frowned.

"What's wrong?" Sam asked and caressed Blaine's hands with his thumbs.

"Did you tell Tina about your feelings?"

"Yeah, she is the only one who knows it... Well, she was, now everyone knows, but I didn't care, you know?"

"I understand everything now! She was really emphatic about it. She always said that I should talk to you about my feelings... I never thought that she knew the answer!"

"Did you talk with her about it?"

"Of course! I needed someone to comfort me." Blaine laid over his lover's chest.

"I can't believe she kept both secrets for those years... She knew we could be together if she talk about it."

"She didn't want to betray us, we are her best friends... We should have heard her." They hugged, feeling really happy.

"I wouldn't have minded if she didn't keep my secret, you know?" Sam kissed Blaine's forehead.

"Me neither."

They agreed it wasn't worth it to think about what would have happened. They should focus on what really happened and in their future together. They had a new relationship and they love each other and that was what really mattered.