“LUKE” i cried more. kat walked over to me and put her hand on my shoulder.
“don't worry, jess”
“fuck off. this is all your fault. ever since you came back every thing has turned to shit. you know i totally forgot about you. when you left it killed me and i thought year after year you would just come back but you didn't and i waited and waited but you didn't come, so i go over it. you missed everything that was important in my life. you come back after 9 year. you stay for two days and you leave, still not caring about me or my life. just go because no one wants you here” i walked off towards my car crying again. i sat into the car and cried. “are you ok?” said xana. i jumped out of my sit because i didn't see them in the car. i turned and saw victoria stuffed in the back in between the twins car seat. “yeah I'm fine its just. can you go to the party with the twins while i find luke?”
“find luke? what did you lose him?” asked victoria
“in a way. he’s in one of three places”
“so you really lost him?” asked xana
“yeah he walked off when he found out i had... breast cancer”
“oh jess” they both said with such sadness.
“ok can we just please.” they both nodded as i drove away towards gina’s house. i dropped the girls and the twins at gina’s house and walked to the first place i though he would be. as i walked into the opening i saw him sitting on a bench. i walked over and sat next to him. i looked at him and said “ how did you know i was here?”
“this is kind of our spot. we make big decisions here like we did with the twins” he paused for a while before asking “why didn't you tell me?” i got teary
“because i didnt know how to. i would have never guessed that this would be my life. nothings went to plan. i was just waiting for a good moment.”
