Ansatsu Kyoushitsu x Reader {DISCONTINUED}

Isogai Yuuma x Reader

Again, a song fanfic. But i want to do it very badly because this song is one of my favourite.

Enjoy the song ''Natsu no Owari Koi no Hajimari (The Ending of the Summer The Beginning of Love)'' and the fanfic!

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At the lively, crowded festival

I summoned my courage and tried to call out

I wonder if it's because i am not accustomed to my yukata

My face becomes red

What should i do?

''(f/n)-chan~! I'm here!'' 

''H-hi, Isogai-kun!'' he stand in front of me. He look at my yukata and say

''Your yukata really suit to you, (f/n)-chan!'' he smile to me with his ikemen smile. I blush and look down.

''T-Thanks...''

Like sparklers being set of
The stressful times and feeling of tension
Swelled until it seemed to be filled to the point of bursting

These emotions are painful

''Then let's look for a good place to watch fireworks!''

''Okay.'' we look for a while but we can't find a good place. But a place catch my sight. I point the balustrades next to the river.

''How about there?'' he look at the way i point. He grin to me.

''Good job, (f/n)-chan!'' i smile to his happiness. 

When he is happy, i become happy too....

It seems as if they're about to touch
The distance between our fingertips becomes very frustrating
What should i do?

Should i grab his hand?

But we are only friends... It probably looks like i am weird... I look at him.

How does he think about me?... 

Does he only think me as a friend?

How much time from there?

I wonder if i could get closer to you

I don't know, I don't know your feeling either
Only time is flowing...

We see each other first time in our first year in middle school.

He talk to me with a smile like he always does to everyone.

That time was when i fall in love with him, to his smile.

And right now, we are watching the fireworks together.

Fireworks rise and sparkle, we look together at them

You laugh and say ''It's pretty.'', I yearn that smile of yours

The fireworks are colored and reflected in your eyes that i love 
I couldn't help but wish to be more and more closer to you

''Oh! That yellow one is really pretty!'' he look at with his smile. I blush and answer

''I think all of them are really pretty...'' 

Like your eyes, like your smile.

I can see the fireworks shining in his eyes. I draw closer to him more. I want to be closer to him more but i don't want break our friendship.

I wonder if i am understanding you enough

I wonder ıf you are having fun

In the night sky, between the fireworks are darkness and silence

We start to walk to the bridge that is going to take Isogai-kun home.

He is smiling but he is enjoying enough? Wasn't it would be better to him if he came with another someone? 

The thought of this make me feel like to cry.

You make me worried and concerned

It's like i am about to cry, the words don't come out

What should i do?

I always wanted to talk to you about my feelings.

But i don't have got the courage to say you.

I know that if i say it to you, you are going to smile but feel force to do it.

Even thought i can't convey it
I think being like this is okay
I know, surely you are
You smile gently but you feel uncomfortable

''(f/n)-chan, are you having fun?''

''Y-Yes, Isogai-kun!''

''Oh! I feel relieved now.''

The last firework go off, end unsatisfactorily
When you wave your hand, I become lonely and yearn for you

The feeling of wanting to be with you grows rapidly

Althought i was hesitating, I really want to tell you

He wave his hand to me with smile. 

''Thank you for today (f/n)-chan! See you at school!''

I wave my hand to him. ''See you...''

Each and every day until now had been extremely enjoyable

But when i notice, it becomes hateful and painful to me

My intensions pilled up on the feelings in my chest

I want to be closer to you, I want to try touching you...

It is okay for me to let him go? Is it okay for me to continue like this?

I want to say this to you with this thought.

A little fire of courage start to burn in my heart.

Fuuuu....Paaaa!!! (Seriously? Okay, this is the sound of the firework.)

Suddenly the fireworks rose and sparkle, ''Wait!''

With a surprised face, you looked back

At the end of the summer, a little love start to move

The single word was filled with various emotions
Right now, I want to tell you.

I grab the tip of his shirt.

''Hn? What is it (f/n)-chan?'' 

I stop a little but i say with my all courage.

''I've always, always loved you, Isogai-kun!''

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As expected, you smile gently...