Ansatsu Kyoushitsu x Reader {DISCONTINUED}

Nagisa x Suicidal! Reader

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"Again (f/n)?! How many times are you going to fail? If you fail again, you will fall to class 3-E next year!"
"Sorry Sir."
"No sorry! Because of you, the teachers are seeing me as a failed educator."
"I am really sorry Sir. I will pass my next exams."
"You must. Or you know what is going to happen."
"Yes, Sir."
You bow at your teacher and exit from the teachers' room.
"Oh, hi (f/n)-chan."
"Hi Nagisa-kun."
"What is wrong (f/n)-chan? Did something happened?"
You fake a smile and shake your head. "Nothing is wrong Nagisa-kun. Thank you for worrying me. Then i will go now."
"Okay. Goodbye!"
You head to your class and Nagisa wave behind you.
You have your seat in the class and the class bell ring. The students come in one after another and Nagisa has his seat behind you too.
When teacher enter to class, you felt that he is glaring at you. The class stand up and bow to teacher, then sit down.
From start to end, your teacher glared you as much as he can. You couldn't focus to the class until end and an another meaningless school day come to an end.
You stand up and you grab your bag. You exit from the class and head to the shoe boxes. You grab your shoe and heard someone is calling you.
"(f/n)-chan!"
You turn around and see Nagisa with Karma behind him.
"What is it Nagisa-kun?"
"If you don't have got a work, do you want to go back home with us?"
"Sorry Nagisa-kun but i must go home today quickly."
"If you are saying so, let's go together another time!"
Nagisa smile at you and you smile back at him. Though it wasn't an honest smile like Nagisa's.
How can he smile honestly and pure like that?....
"Then see you another time."
You wear your shoes and go through the school gates.
~Timeskip~
You open the door of your house and enter. You take off your shoes and head to kitchen.
"I'm back..."
"(f/n)! I heard that you failed an another exam! How many times is it?! Do you want to fall to the 3-E? I didn't sent you that school for fall to the losers class!"
Please.... Don't continue.... Don't go further... I don't want to hear it...
"Why you can't be a proper student, no, a proper person like your sister?!"
You clench your fist.
"There is no way i can be like my sister! You know why? Because i am not the same person! Why you don't think me as an another person!? Why you don't try to understand me?!"
"You are failure! I shouldn't gave born to you!"
This was the last thing made your temper explode.
You throw your back to ground and shout.
"Then i will get lost. You won't see me again!"
You go out from your house and start running.
Why she can't understand me? Why she is always trying to compare with me with my sister? Why?...
You continue running. You didn't know where you were going and what you were going to do.
But you know that running away is the only thing you can do.
~Timeskip~
When you noticed, you were in front of your school. You climb over the school gates.
Unconsciously, you head to the stairs. You climbed them slowly and stand in front of the roof's door. You open the door and go to the fence. You jump over the low fence and stand at the narrow corner. You look down and laugh.
What am i doing here? Am i really going to jump? Though there is no more meaning for me to continue living. There isn't even one person who cares me...
A tear drop to the far ground from your face.
However, this is my fate...
Finally, you whisper with your trembling voice.
"Goodbye."
You were going to jump, When someone pull you from behind.
"W-Wait (f/n)-chan! Stop!"
Nagisa-kun?.... No! I can't change my mind now...
"Let me go Nagisa-kun! I can't stop now. No one cares about me anymore. There is no more meaning for me to live..."
"What are you saying (f/n)-chan?! Do you think i will stop you if i don't care you?!"
This catch you off guard and Nagisa pull you over the fence. Nagisa hug you tightly and you give up to resist. You allow Nagisa hug you and start crying on his chest quietly. Nagisa tighten his grip.
"What were you trying to do?"
"I was going to erase myself from this world."
"What are you saying? If you do something like..."
Nagisa rest his forehead to your shoulder.
"I will miss you."
You were surprised by the sudden words coming from the petit boy.
You look at his face and he look at you back.
"Why?.... Why will you miss me?..."
He smile like he always do. He rest his forehead against yours. A small blush appeared on his face.
"Of course i will (f/n)-chan. After all, you are the one i fall in love with."
You look at with shocked eyes and a blush.
"Really?..."
"Yes."
He hug you more tightly. The cold breeze of spring blow through your hair and the moonlight brighten your eyes up.
"I don't care no one minds you. I won't forget you. I will understand you. So please (f/n)-chan..."
He look at you.
"Don't try to do something like this again."
You nod.
"Sorry Nagisa-kun."
"It doesn't matter anymore. If you are safe, it is okay."
You hug Nagisa back and whisper.
"Nagisa-kun."
"Yes?"
"I love you."
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