Ansatsu Kyoushitsu x Reader {DISCONTINUED}

Nagisa x Dying! Reader

This was requested by lilymoon43.
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(Yeah guys. I am still alive even though you are going to die.)
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You put your hand on your mouth and cough. You look at your hand, and see the blood on it.
It was darker and more than usual.
You grab the towel next to your bed and wipe your hand to it.
Well, you weren't surprised at all. Actually, your condition was like this for nearly six months and you get used to this situation.
You were just a junior-high schooler, you have to have fun, talk with your friends and enjoy your classes. But no, you couldn't see your friends from 3-E for a while, even though they were visiting you, they had their high school exams in front of them.
And on the other hand, you was trapped to this hospital, to this bed. You didn't know when was the Death going to take you away with his sharp claws, but you know that it was near.
It was going to take you away.
You sigh and close your eyes.
15 years... It was a pretty short life for you.
"(f/n)?"
You look at the door, and your face brighten up a little.
Your boyfriend, Shiota Nagisa was standing next to door, smiling at you and there was white roses in his hands.
He walk next to you and take the vase next to you. He pour the water inside in it to the sink, and put new water in it from the tap. Then start the conversation.
"Are you better today (f/n)?"
You nod and lie.
"I was, and when you came, I started feeling far better."
Nagisa smile and put the vase which has got white roses in it to next to you.
"How is school? How is everyone doing?"
"Do you really want to hear it? It is pretty boring you know?"
You shake your head but chuckle.
"Just hearing about our friends is making me better Nagisa."
"Then... I will start from what happened this morning."
You smile at him and Nagisa start talking about his day at the school.
While talking with Nagisa, with your moments with Nagisa, you could forget about your death's nearness, at least a little bit.
~Timeskip~
You were reading one of your favorite books, while listening to some piano music from your phone.
Then suddenly, the door was opened. You look at to that direction, and see that Nagisa is standing there. He was smiling and there was an orange juice bottle in his hands.
You smile at him and put down your book. He hand you the bottle and sit to the chair next to your bed.
You take a sip from the orange juice and look at the bottle.
"Nagisa..."
"Yes (f/n)?"
"You don't need to stay next to me anymore Nagisa... You have your high school exams right in front of you, and I don't want you to fail them for someone like me..."
Nagisa suddenly stand up, clenching his fists.
"What do you mean by 'someone like me' (f/n)?"
You could see the anger coming on his face but you know that you should tell him to stop as fast as you can.
"My time is getting shorter day by day Nagisa, and I don't want you to feel bad when I... dissappear."
Yes, you couldn't say the word "die" in front of Nagisa, so you ended up saying "dissappear".
"Nagisa, just let's bro-"
Nagisa run to the door before you finish and open the door while making a large sound.
"I will go and breath some clean air outside."
He shut the door after him and start running to the outside. It was raining heavily, but Nagisa didn't stop running.
You were looking at place where Nagisa was. You know that you made him angry. But you know that it was the correct thing to do.
You cough to your hand and see the blood is more than usual. You try to take the towel, but suddenly, you feel that your head is getting dizy. You fall from your bed to ground with your blanket on you. While coughing blood, you try to reach to the button which calls the nurse. But you couldn't reach to it and you fall into the darkness.
Meanwhile, Nagisa was still running, though he had slowed down. He inhale deeply and then outhale.
Why I did get angry to (f/n)?... She was just thinking me... I should go and apologize to her...
Nagisa clench his fist and start to run towards to your room this time. It was still raining, but he didn't stop running.
He finally arrived to the hospital and head to your room. He finally see your door, however, he see that a nurse with a bloody blanket in her hands walk outside.
Nagisa froze with shock and look at the door.
No way... No way... No way... No way! No way! No way! No way! No way! No way! No way! NO WAY!...
Nagisa enter to your room with all his might and he was frozen again in front of the sight in front of him.
There was blood everywhere and nurses were collecting everything. But you were nowhere to be seen.
Nagisa rest against to the wall and fall down slowly. He put his hand down but at the same time, he feel some liquid touching his hands. He look at the things and see that it is blood. He put his hands on his head and grip his hairs tightly.
Why?... WHY IT HAD TO HAPPEN TO ME?!...
~Timeskip~
It was the day of your funeral. The ceremony before burying you was over, and they are burying you right now.
It was raining, like the day you had died.
Everybody was crying, only one young boy wasn't crying. A boy who was standing at the end.
Nagisa touch to his pocket and feel the thing in his pocket is really heavy.
He inhale deeply and wait for your funeral to end.
After they buried you, people start to walk away with tears but Nagisa was still standing there.
When he see that everyone has gone, he head to your grave and sit down on his knees. He put his hands on your grave and whisper.
"Why did it happen like this (f/n)?... Why did you leave me alone like this?..."
But because of the rain, he was hardly able hear his own voice.
"We have been dating for 3 years now (f/n)... You know that I can't go and live like this right?... I don't want to be alone, be without you..."
While raindrops were pouring on his head, he take out the gun which was inside his pocket. He smile at your grave while tears were dropping from his eyes. He renge the gun to his head. "Can you hear me (f/n)?..."
He was still crying but a big closed-eye smile was on his face.
"Don't worry okay? I am coming next to you right now."
Then he pull the trigger of the gun he is holding.
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I am sowwy Nagisa ;-; And of course, I am sowwy reader-chan T.T
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