The Moment I Knew(Sharry Trilogy Book3)

Boomerang

Shai's POV

It had been five days, and Harry and I were still having problems. Maybe all this was a mistake.

Getting back together, moving to London with him, deciding to go on tour...

We had our first show at the O2 tomorrow and I just couldn't focuss. I was missing home so much. This life wasn't as fun as I had thought at first. It was tough.

"Shai, we can't just have this silence. We need to talk." Harry says as he parks the car.

"So talk," I say quietly and he reaches for my hand.

"Please, babe don't be like this. I miss you being happy."

"Sorry I'm not good at faking a smile." I say trying not to cry.

"I don't want to see you fake being happy; I want you to really be happy." he says.

"Well I'm not." I say and get out of the car. I run inside and he's right behind me.

"Shai stop!" he yells and I turn around.

"Harry this happens too often! One of us gets jealous and the past we need to forget is brought up!" I shout. "We can't keep hurting each other."

"Then let's stop," he says quietly. "Everything bad we do need to forget and in time we will. Everyone messes up but never again will I make the mistake of cheating on you. I couldn't live without you."

"I don't want to live without you Harry, but maybe-" he cuts me off with  kiss. He wraps his arms around me so tight our bodies are as close as possible, and my hands wrap around his neck. I missed being in his arms. The whole time we fought I just felt empty. Kissing him seemed to make it better though.

Our lips part and he lays his forehead against mine.

"Don't say maybe." he says breathlessly. "I don't want to fight anymore."

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This was it.

Todday was the day tour starts.

My first real show. Here at the O2 in London, England. I was so excited, but still nervous.

@ShaiLynn1: WhooOooO! First concert today! London, you ready?

Maybe London, and my twitter followers were ready, but I wasn't. I had a super cute outfit- grey high wasted shorts and a long sleeve loose pink toop- my hair was perfectly straight and my makeup looked great (thanks to Lou!), but I felt so nervous. I didn't know if I could do it.

I hear a knock on my dressing room door and open it to see Harry. He kisses me and walks in.

"I know you're probably really nervous, but I hope this helps." he says and hands me a disk. "Just play it."

I grab my laptop and pop in the disk, not sure what would come up. The first thing that shows up is an old video of me singing at a New Years Eve party. I start laughing, and then it fades to black, then appear the faces of some of my closest friends.

"You have come a long way from that night singing in my basement." Hannah says. "You did it."

"Just a small town girl, with a big talent." Dusty smiles.

"And now you're living your dream." Hunter adds.

"No matter how far you get with your career just know we will always be here for you, you'll always be on of our best friends, and we couldn't be more proud." Kyle says.

"We're your biggest fans, and you better not forget us in your Grammys speach." Antonio says and I laugh.

"We will always love you girl." Hannah says. "So go show London, England and the rest of the world what Shai Whaler from Wheatland, Wyoming is all about."

"Harry has a gift for you from us." Dusty says and Harry hands me a envelope with guitar pick, and a necklace in it.

"Small gift, but as long as you have them just know we are with you." Hunter says.

"See you soon, and kick ass!" they all shout together and the screen goes black.

I was ready.

Harry's POV

"This is, this is. This is the breakdown." Shai finishes her first song and the crowd cheers.

"London, England! How are you?" SHai asks and the crowd screams a little. "Really? So you aren't excited to be here? How are you?" she shouts again and the crowd is louder.

"Awesime! Well, I'm Shai Whaler and I am thrilled to be here opening for five amazing guys. You know, One Direction!" The crowd screams as loud as I think is possible and Shai laughs. "Alright, yeah I heard them rehearsing the past few weeks and it was pretty sick; you're in for a treat.

"But for now you have me, sorry- I'm really awkward and as you can tell I ramble a bit. Like a typical eighteen year old right?" she says and walks across the stage. "I'm gonna tell a little story real quick, then I'll get back to singing.

"It's not too interesting, but I had to add this in. This morning I was so nervous, and I still am a bit. But I recieved a video from five of my best friends from back home - you know, hicktown Wyoming in America- but they were talking about how proud of me they are. I hope they know I'm just getting started!"

The music starts and Shai begins singing So Alive.

"She's doing great for her first time." Louis says.

"She did perform at MSG that one time though." Zayn reminds us.

"I'm totally amazed." I say smiling. How was she mine?

Shai's POV

"I bet, everyone here knows the words to this next song." I say happily. I was only a little over half way done with my first set- I was still going. "I have loved this guy since 2009, when I first heard him sing 'when I met you girl my heart went knock knock'." I sing the beginning of One Time and the crowd screams. This would also see if Harry and I could get over our issues.

"Oh, so you know about Justin Bieber?" I ask and a lot of the crowd cheers. "Wekk I was so lucky to meet him, through Selena, and I got to work with him on my album. We even had a duet, which was so amazing to sing with one of my idols. So, now I'm going to thank him by singing one of his songs!"

Boyfrend starts playing and everyone sings along. I loved performing so much. I wanted to do it forever.