Lost boys

Awkwardness and love

Sam and Gabriel went upstairs when they finished eating their pizza. "Are you alright with my decision?" Sam asked Gabriel. "Yes. I can understand you. Humans don't have it that easy as angels." Gabriel smiled. "Yeah." Sam laid down in Gabe's bed and closed his eyes. His hand were behind his head and his legs stretched out. He felt the bed sink on the other side cause Gabriel probably just sat or laid down next to him. But then the bed sank at both of his sides. Sam opened his eyes to see Gabriel on top off him smiling. Softly he pressed his lips onto Sam's. With pleasure Sam returned his kiss and placed his arms around Gabe's neck. From minute to minute their kiss got filled with more passion. Gabriel's hands wandered underneath Sam's sweater gently stroking his tummy which gave Sam shivers. Slowly he pulled Sam's sweater over his hand and threw it to the ground. Sam started to feel a little uncomfortable with this situation but for Gabriel he kept on doing everything. Sam pulled Gabriel's shirt off and also threw it to the ground. Now both of them were only in their shorts. "We'll keep on going if you're feeling comfortable." Gabriel smiled and kissed Sam's nose. Then he kissed downwards to his neck kissing it everywhere. On some places he stopped and gave Sam some hickeys. Slowly Gabriel started rubbing his sex against Sam's. It was all new to Sam but he tried to enjoy it as much as he could. Gabriel moved his way up to Sam's lips again and started kissing him passionately. Sam returned the kiss again and really started to enjoy everything. But just then the door opened. "We're going over to our house. Woah wait. Oh shit." Dean said and his eyes widened when he saw both of them laying there in their underwear. Sam pushed Gabriel off of him and covered himself with a blanket. "No, that's not a shit, Dean." Cas said. "You're not funny, Cas." Dean said and punched him playfully causing Cas to pout. "Can you leave already?" Gabriel asked annoyed. "Don't forget the protection." Dean winked and closed the door behind him.

"Next time share the blanket with me." Gabriel joked around. But Sam only buried himself in the blanket trying to hide from everyone cause he was so embarrassed. "Hey what's wrong?" Gabriel asked. "This was so embarrassing." Sam whined and a tear escaped his eye. Sometimes he overreacted a little. But only a little."Hey no need to cry. Remember the day, we walked in on them almost having sex? I guess that this happened as a payback." Gabriel put his arm around Sam. "Let's just cuddle, okay?" Sam whispered and Gabriel nodded. Then Sam put his blanket around Gabriel and both of their bodies pressed against each other.

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"Well, this was awkward." Castiel said when they walked down the stairs. "It wasn't that bad when they walked in on us, somehow." Dean replied. Then both of them kept quiet because of remembering the time. Dean opened the door and started walking over to the house in front of Cas'. Cas himself was a little slower. He had to think about everything happening that night. And now that he saw Sam and Gabriel. Maybe Cas should've pushed Dean off as well? He still would be a virgin now but would it have changed anything between them? He didn't know what to think. "Cas, you coming?" Dean yelled from the other side of the street, ripping him out of his thoughts. "Yeah.. yeah, I'm coming." Cas answered closing the door behind him and walking over to Dean. "Are you alright?" Dean asked Cas. "Yeah. Just thinking." He nodded. Dean opened up the door to his house and walked in, inviting Cas in. It was quiet and seemed emptier than the last time he saw it. Right next to the door was a bag full of bottles of beer, whiskey and other alcohol. Someone here seemed to have a huge alcohol problem. Cas knew that their Dad drank a lot but that was way too much for only their dad. "Has been a while, since you've last been here." Dean said and walked upstairs into his room. "Yeah." Cas whispered taking a look around, following him. Everything seemed new but nothing changed at all. He entered Dean's room and saw some other whiskey bottles. So it really was Dean with this drinking problem. It got Cas sad how Dean changed within that year. Even though now he seemed like the Dean he used to know a year ago. "I'm sorry, my room isn't really cleaned." Dean blushed a little. It truly wasn't cleaned. Clothes were laying everywhere on the ground. Plates were on his desk and empty bottle of almost everything laid around everywhere. "Let's clean it then." Cas said. He didn't have anything against any mess but he wanted to talk to Dean and he somehow taught that this messed up room was just not giving the right atmosphere. Dean nodded and so they started cleaning up his room which lead to cleaning up the whole house.

Totally exhausted, they laid down in Dean's bed at 2 am. Both of them were just facing the ceiling and none of them said anything. It was relaxing. It wasn't an awkward silence. It was more likely a pleasant silence. "I'm glad, you're with me." Dean whispered turning his head to face Cas. "Me too." Cas answered and faced Dean. Both of them gave each other a warm smile. Then Dean fully turned onto his side and placed one hand on Cas' cheek. "You're beautiful." He whispered, staring into his eyes while softly stroking his cheek. "Thank you, Dean." Cas whispered and he could feel his heart start racing. No one ever said something like that to him. Well he was a guy. Things guys normally hear are sentences like 'you're hot'. Cas remembered his almost first thought of Dean. Damn he's hot. He smiled just at the thought of it. "What are you thinking about?" Dean asked him. "You." Cas whispered and took Dean's hand, which was resting on his cheek, into his hand and intertwined their fingers. Dean only gave him a smile as response, obviously not knowing what to say. Castiel moved a little closer onto Dean, putting an arm around him. Dean laid on his back and rested his head on Cas' stomach, after he turned around. Every once in a while Cas softly ran his fingers through Dean's hair. Again the room filled with silence and both of them simply enjoyed the time they had together. After everything that has happened both of them found each other again and surely nothing would come between them again. "I really love you, Dean." Cas whispered. "I really love you, too Cas." Dean replied and sat up a little connecting his lips with Cas'.

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A way shorter chapter again but it's almost 3AM and after spending way to much time on Photoshop experimenting I'm seriously exhausted and my creativity has gone to bed already. In this case greating to my friends Ellie and Milly because I'm only writing this chapter at this time for them, even thought both of them should be asleep already. I hate you both, prepare for something.
Hope you enjoyed reading and see ya at another chapter!