i.
im not sorryii.
you have eyes the color of earth and i always told you they were beautiful
now they just seem dull and
i hate it here and
i hate youiii.
i havent told you i love you since the night by the beach
i feel myself forgetting what it felt likeiv.
truth is
my sister never liked you and i only said she did because you made it a problem and
i didnt want to fightv.
i still remember covering the bruise with makeupvi.
i never wanted to leave but the sky was in my head
i left the door wide open and
your screams followed me down the streetvii.
im sorry i didnt leave a noteviii.
im sorryi wish it didn't hurt || e.s.