Take me {Paul Zimmer}

We'll be okay

"Baby, wake up." I faintly hear Paul. I flutter my eyes open and see Paul on the side of me. "What is it?" I asked while I rub my eyes. "Well I just got a call and... Um... I don't know how to say this but.... I'm going to be on Warped Tour." He sad as he frowned. "Why is that a bad thing?" I asked. I'm so proud of him. "Danny's going too. The bad thing is we're going to be so far away for 2 months." When he said this words I felt my heart fall to my stomach. I can't lose him. "You're not losing me baby." He said. Shit. Did I say that out loud? He grabbed my face and kissed my forehead. "I promise I will never leave you. You should come with us!" He says as he starts to get happy again. "I don't know. I haven't been feeling well and I don't want to bother you." I said looking down. "Baby, please. Chloe's going with Danny." He begged. "Maybe. If I get better then I'll go." I say in defeat

I don't want to go. I know that I will begin to annoy him and he'll break up with me.

If I don't go he would find someone prettier and better. He'll forget all about me.

I get shaken out of my thoughts by my phone buzzing.
Unknown: "hey"
Me: "who is this?"
Unknown: "don't act stupid"
Me:"I'm sorry I really don't know who this is.."
Unknown: "good. I've been watching you for a while. You being a slut with your fake boyfriend"
Me: "excuse you?! He's not fake and I'm not a slut!! Who are you? How do you even know me?"
Unknown:" don't worry about it bitch. I see he's leaving you for a while. When he leaves he's going to be with me and he's never going back to you!"
Me: "what are you even talking about?"
Unknown:"PAUL! God damn. You're stupid. Paul doesn't like you! He dated you out of pity. Paul likes me! I'm actually pretty and I'm skinny unlike your ugly fat ass!"
I just block the caller and run to the restroom.

Is what they said true? I look down at my stomach. I see all the scars and the fat. I am fat. I look in the mirror and see my hideous face. I see tears stream down my face. Why am I so ugly? What does Paul see that I don't? I don't deserve him.

I fall to the floor pulling my knees into my chest. I begin to sob. Paul comes in holding me. "What's wrong? Is it Warped? If it is I won't go. Baby, tell me what's wrong?" He began to stroke my back. "Paul I don't deserve you. I'm and ugly fat girl who doesn't deserve you." I told him. He looked kind of angry. "Don't you ever say that! I'm the one who doesn't deserve you! Look at how beautiful you are your body is so perfect scars and all. He sad as he ran his fingers over the scars on my legs.

I feel my breath getting out of control. Shit I'm having an anxiety attack! Paul rubs my back. "I remember when I fell for you. Literally. I saw your beautiful brown eyes. Your smile was so warm yet you're so quiet. We started talking about ourselves and when you mentioned you liked the same bands I knew you are the one for me. I don't know what I've done in this life and a past one to be abled to hold a beautiful girl like you." He said. He placed a kiss on my forehead. My breathing is calming down as he speaks to me. "I hope that I never lose you. You're my princess that was hurt and I am here to make everything better. I'm never leaving your side. You're coming on Warped with me. I'm not taking 'no' as an answer." He told me as he helped me up. I nodded and kiss his full soft lips. I then kissed his hands that will forever hold my heart.

"Warped starts next week so I guess we should start packing." He told me. I nodded and grabbed my suitcases. I began to throw random clothes on my bed so I can wash and fold them. After I clean them I'll put them in the suit case. Paul wants me to help him pack too because he sucks at packing. He's like a toddler. I laugh at the thought of how messy his bags would have been.

I finish packing and look at all of our bags my the door. My clothes were so small. But I could lose some more weight. At warped while Paul is busy I'll go for a run or something. If I go...
I don't want to be the fat girlfriend with the hot guy.

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Short update. Sorry I haven't posted. I've been in Ohio for a while I had no time but I'm back now and have a while till school starts.

Anyway keep reading and stay beautiful loves.✌️💘