Take me {Paul Zimmer}

This isnt goodbye

*10:00am*

Today is the day I say goodbye to my amazing boyfriend. I'm not going on the tour with him because I haven't gotten well but I promised him that I would go visit on tour.
I don't know when but I know that I will.

I got my license yesterday so I'm driving Paul to the airport to meet Danny and Chloe then they leave from there. Chloe wanted to stay with me but I insisted that she goes with them. She needs to have fun too. Next week Chloe's flying back for a day or two to visit.

I pull up to the airport I feel tears well up in my eyes. I look at Paul and he's looking at his hands fidgeting with his fingers. "You nervous much?" I asked him. "It's just I don't want to leave you. Plus it's been a while since I've been on a plane." He said. "I know honey. But I'll be with you before you know it. It's only two months how bad can it be?" I said as I put a hand on his leg. He nodded.

We get out of the car and he gets his bags. He walks over to me and squeezes me. I don't want him to let go. After a good while of hugging I look up at his eyes and he's crying which makes me cry even more. I press my lips to his. I hear Chloe behind me saying "get a room!" I just flick her off while we're still kissing. I'm gonna miss his kisses and cuddles and just him... I gave him one last kiss because he had to go into security. I gave Chloe a tight hug and I gave Danny a hug. I'm going to miss all of them. Paul runs back over to me and tells me "This isn't goodbye. I'll see you soon and get better. Please eat something everyday. I want you getting better." He kissed my cheek and I tear rolled down my face. Danny gave me the last hug "Get better kid. Paul loves you never forget that. Stay strong for him and all of us." I nodded and waved to them.

Danny and I have become close friends. I can call him just to talk about how adorable Paul is and he'll do the same with me about Chloe. Sometimes he'll FaceTime me and he'll start to blush. He smiles a lot when he talks about her.

Paul walks inside to check in and I look through my rear view mirror and see Paul waving goodbye and blowing a kiss. I roll my window down and 'catch' the kiss. I wipe the tears from my eyes and drive home.

I stop to get gas and see a piece of paper on my steering wheel. I open it and it says 'told you he was leaving you. He's mine now and he's never going back to you.' What the fillets?! (Yes I said fillets) I was a little creeped out by the texts but now I'm a little scared. Maybe it's Chloe playing a prank on me. But I would have seen the note when I stopped... I'm really scared now. Do I tell Paul? What if he thinks I'm crazy. If I tell Danny he'll tell Paul or Chloe. I don't want Chloe to worry about me... I'll just let this settle down its not like it will continue if I ignore it...

I get back home and Chloe's parents are sitting on the couch watching some football movie. The love for sports in this family is unbelievable. We go to almost every game that our favorite baseball team plays. We always watch ESPN. Honestly I prefer ESPN over anything else any day.

I go up to my room and just fall onto my bed.

I pull out my phone and see Paul made a playlist of music on my phone. Maybe if I play it I'll feel better...
The first song that plays is 'beside you- 5 Seconds of Summer' this little dipshit. He did this on purpose. I fell warm drops fall down my cheeks. I wipe my tears and get up from bed. I go to change. I throw on Paul's shirt that I stole from him and his basketball shorts that I never gave back. I sniff the shirt and it smells like him. This brings a small smile to my face. I lay back down and drift off to sleep. I told Paul to call me when they land.

I jump up from bed and run to the restroom. I empty the contents in my stomach. I've been sick for so long now. I think I'll make a doctors appointment to see what's wrong.

I ask Chloe's mom if she'll make the call and she said yes. It's crazy that Chloe's mom is more of a mom to me then my own. I'm so grateful that I have Lett (Chloe's mom) and Chris (Chloe's dad) in my life.

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Short update sorry I've been really busy lately.
Who do you think the 'stalker'is?
What's going to happen to Paul and April? Why is April still sick?

You have to read mor to find out...
Stay beautiful loves✌️💘