Take me {Paul Zimmer}

You deserve it

+Trigger Warning+

•Paul's POV•
I wake up with my head killing me. I walk downstairs to the kitchen and see Jaime sitting on the couch in her underwear.
"Good morning!" She smiles at me.
I nod my head and walk to the cupboard to grab the Advil. I down a few pills and grab a bottle of water.

I look for my phone to remember that I haven't used it for a while knowing the press are crazy right now.
I don't get why I can't a have a friend stay with me.
Jaime is just a friend who got kicked out of her house. She's only staying for a little while and she's helping me cope with April and Hunter gone.

Speaking of April, I wonder how she's been. I miss her so much. I miss Hunter too.
I miss his toothless smile and even his smelly diapers...
Jaime rests her calves on my thighs that snaps me out of my thoughts.
I place my hand on her leg and I feel the soft skin underneath my fingertips and it kind of turns me on.

No! Think of April!

Jaime stands up and sits in my lap and her lags are cradled around my hips.
She leans down and kisses me. My hands move their way up her body and rest in her hair pushing our faces closer together.
My hands find their way to the bottom of her butt and I squeeze it.
As she giggles I get a flashback of April and jolt up from the couch.
"We- We can't do this." I sigh as I place my hand behind my neck.
She looks at me angrily.
"Why not?!" She asks with an attitude.
I'm shook.
"We just can't." I explain. "I'm engaged to April and we have a kid together!" I explain. As i release the long breath that I was unaware I was holding, I felt a weird feeling in my gut.
I have a feeling something is wrong with them... I really don't like this feeling.

"You know what?! Fück you! You don't deserve me! That's why I'm doing what I'm doing! You have a chance to help your little 'princess' but you both are going to hurt." Jaime explains.
"What are you talking about?" I ask as she take my hand and forces vodka down my throat.
I knock her down and I try to run out of the apartment. As I reach for the door I feel a sharp pain in the back of my head and everything goes black...

*20 minutes later*
I wake up with sharp pains shooting through my body. My wrists burn and my pants are down?
Why are my pants down?
I hear crying from across the room.
I look over but the sun is in my face.
I put my head down to avoid the light and I see... a girl... she's full of blood and she's shivering. I can't see her face because she's facing the wall with her knees to her chest rocking back and forth.

"Hello?" I ask trying to see who she is. Her silhouette looks familiar.
Her head snaps back and I see her wince in pain. I look at her face and my eyes open wide as my mouth agapes open.
"April?! What- what. Why? When? How? Are you okay?"
She gives me an ugly glare and shakes her head.
"What happened?" I ask as I try to get up but get pulled back by the rope on the wall.
"You- you dragged me out of the house and beat me. You forced me here and you just... You just..." She hiccups trying to conceal her sobs.
"... You just raped me." She sobs the hardest yet and I feel my heart sink even deeper into my stomach.
"I don't remember doing that!
Why would I do that?
I didn't do that... Did I?" She nods answering.
"I can't believe this!
Why are we both down here?
What did we do? What the fuck is going on?!"
April moves her head up and nods to the ceiling.
I question what she's trying to say.
Oh. "Jamie?" She nods with sad smile on her face.
"No. But why? Why Us? Why this? Where's Hunter?"
I ask feeling a tear slip down my face.
"He's okay. He's not here." She assures me.
I let out a sigh of relief.
"Are you okay?" I ask gesturing to her bruises as I feel disgusted with myself.
As she nods we hear footsteps coming down the stairs and April turns back around and starts to cry again and I pretend I'm asleep.
"Oh look. The whore is still crying." She says and kicks April in the ribs as April shrieks in pain. I jump up in anger.
"Ooh fuckboy is awake too? This must be my lucky day." She's walks over to me and bends down so our faces on the same level. A smirk pulls up at her face. She looks at the rope on my hands holding my arms up and kneels down. She places her finger under my chin and raises my face to hers. I move my face away and growl in anger. She raises her hand and I feel the stinging heat rising at my cheeks.
"Jamie! Why are you doing this?" I huff.
"Why should I tell you?!" She says in a snobby tone.
"Maybe because your breaking my family apart!" I yell.
"Oh Honey, you're doing that all on your own." She says kneeling down towards me.
Im getting annoyed at this point and I don't understand what's happening and why it's happening.
"Why are you doing this? Why my family?" I ask as I feel tears stream down.
"The media, I've always seen you and April on social media. I wanted what you guys have. I just want someone to love, does that make me a monster?" Jamie responds as her voice begins to break. I feel a little bad but not that bad, look at what she's doing to my family!