Blindly In-Love

Chapter 1

Hi my name is Mila Blue, and i'm 17 currently a junior in school. I have a best-friend name Sasha Wilson,we're both the same age,but anyways i lover her dearly, she's like a sister to me we been friends since we were in diapers, like both our parents been best-friends since their college days so yeah basically us becoming bff was inevitable, but i'm not complaining i wouldn't trade her in for nothing in the world. But that's not what the problems is...the problem is i have always had a thing for older men, like i literally can't help it , I've just always found myself attracted to them, the way they're just so wise and mature, their confidence, and how assertive they are. All of it turns be on immensely! I never ever dated boys in school, they just were immature to me and never really caught me attention no more than for just 5 seconds. I mean i really tried being into boys in my age group but it never felt right, i think i was always very mature for my age, and the other reason could be because I never really had my father around. My dad was ALWAYS working so i never really got to be around him as much, maybe that's why i like older guys. I wonder was it because i i'm looking for a father like figure ? I question myself about that all the time. Whats even worse is I've taking quite an interest in my bff Sasha's dad! To be honest I've always had a crush on him for as long as i can remember, but the feelings got stronger ever since we kissed! The kiss was everything but  I hate myself so much for kissing him because i feel like i completely betrayed my bestfriend by kissing him. What type of best-friend am i to kiss Sasha's DAD!!!!