Blindly In-Love

Chapter 36

I was so happy that i finally saw Rob today and got his number. All i was waiting for now was him to text me later on today. Hopefully i wouldn't be waiting to long. 

I pull up to my house and just sit in my car looking over at Mr. Wilson's house. Sometimes i wanted to go over there and knock on his door so bad just in hopes on seeing Sasha there. I really miss seeing her and hanging out with her. I did wonder how was she doing. I wondered was she doing better now since me and her dad broke up. A part of me was wishing that she would text or call me saying she forgives me and want to be my friend again, but i know i sound stupid for even thinking she would. 

The bottom line was that i betrayed her and i know there was no coming back from this. I'm human and i make mistakes but some things i should just know better than to do. So i can't get mad that she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore, to be honest i probably wouldn't want nothing to do with her either if roles were reversed. 

Although i had the urge to knock on their door to see if she was there, i resisted against it. It was better to leave her alone...but if i end up seeing her for our graduation ceremony or anywhere else, i was going to try and talk to her. I just hope one day she would forgive me.

Realizing that I've been sitting in my car for quite some time lost in thoughts, i decide to get out. 

I walk into my house expecting to be alone but i see my mom sitting on the couch reading a book. I was surprised she was home because usually my parents are always at work when i get home from school.  She look up at me smiling while putting her book down. 

"Hey Mila how was school?"

I start smiling replaying the scenes that happened moments ago at school. 

"School was good!" i say a little to exciting. Now she's going to know something is up!

"Really!? So who's got you smiling today?"  she stares at me curiously waiting for my answer.

"No one...i'm just in a good mood that's all." i say looking anywhere but at her.

"Sweetie i know when your lying, i'm a psychiatrist so i know just by observing your body movements that your lying...so again who's got you smiling?" 

That was one bad thing about both of my parents being a psychiatrist, that they can ALWAYS tell when i'm lying just by my behavior and body movement. 

"Come on and tell me" she says patting the spot next to her for me sit down.

I didn't really want to tell her about Rob yet because i didn't really have nothing to tell her. I mean yea we've spoke a couple times at school and he got my number today, but i don't know if things between us will get any serious. I didn't want to get all excited for nothing just in case things didn't go nowhere. 

"Mom i really don't want to speak about this person yet until i see if me and him become more than friends". 

"So you want to be more than friends with this person?!"

"Well yea eventually...i mean of course not right now since i barely know him."

"Well can you at least tell me his name?"

"Fine...his name is Rob"

Assuming that we were done talking i try getting up from my seat only for her to grab me by the arm.

"Wait not so fast ! So you and that older guy aren't dating anymore?"

"No...we broke up last weekend."

"Why? I mean don't get me wrong i'm definitely happy you guys broke up given that he's way to old for you but i just want to know what happened"

My mom was so nosy.

"Well i don't want to go all into details so i'm just going to say that our relationship was really complicated given our age gap, and he decided that this relationship was to stressful for him so he just couldn't do it anymore." i left the part out about him being Mr.Wilson, and that he really broke up with me because my ex best friend whom is his daughter is the reason he really called it off.

"So how are you holding up cause i know you loved him? Of course by the looks of it you seem to not  really be affected about it given that he's your first love."

It was so weird having this conversation with my mom. But i might as well get this over with so she wouldn't ever bring it up again.

"Well when he first broke up with me i was really hurt and angry but i understood why he did it. He didn't want me to be tied down to him and miss out on dating and exploring the world why i'm still young. He wanted me to be free and have fun. So yea i was hurt but now i realized he did me a favor."

I meant everything i said to my mom. He really did do me a favor. At first i was in denial with him breaking up with me but now i see why he did what he did...it wasn't all because of Sasha, he did this so i could have a chance of being a young adult and living life with no regrets. However, it is strange that i don't seem to really be that affected over our breakup. I hardly even thought about him today. 

"Well thank god he had enough sense to break it off with you because i know you weren't gonna break up with him anytime soon. And i do agree with everything he told you...even though i had gave you the same speech a while ago." she says with a i told you so stare.

This was true she did give me this speech a while ago but i wasn't tryna hear it.

"Yea well the good thing is that were over now" i say smiling.

After venting to my mom i finally felt free and released from Mr.Wilson. I was ready to move on, and that's exactly what i was going to do!

Okay so i know i said this chapter was going to be more about her and Rob but i forgot that i needed to have Mila and her mom talk again so that her mom won't still be thinking that Mila and Mr.Wilson still seeing each other. *(even though she don't know it's been Mr.Wilson the whole time!)* 

But i promise next chapter thing between her and Rob really heats up! 

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P.S. I cant believe i only have four chapters left to write!!! I'm gonna miss writing this book!