Blindly In-Love

Chapter 31

After Mr.Wilson gave Sasha the say in our relationship, me and him were both waiting anxiously for her to tell us yes or no. I literally was shaking and biting down on my bottom lip...that's how nervous i was. Five minutes had passed and she still was silent...all of this silence was making me grow more and more impatient. I wanted to know what the answer was going to be so i can know where to go from here. 

But quite frankly i don't give a fuck if she says no or not because i'll still see him if i want too! Mr.Wilson is just talking...he knows he couldn't leave me alone if he wanted too. But still...it would be better if she just know about us. I'm tired of all this sneaking around with him.

Sasha suddenly screams and throw a temper tantrum like a  3 year old before she starts yelling at us. 

Well were getting somewhere now! 

"DAMN!!! I FUCKING HATE THE BOTH OF YOU....I REALLY HATE YOU BITCH!!!! I WISH WE NEVER CROSSED PATHS!!!" she says stepping closer to me.

I just know she bet not lay a finger on me!

"Because of you i have to deal with all this unnecessary shit! This is all just to much! Why the fuck i can't have a normal family. Instead of having my dad fucking MY best-friend!"

I remain silent.

Sasha turns to her dad "Dad you know what...if you want her then have her!" she says crying.

"What?....But your clearly not okay with it" he says reaching for her but she stops him. 

"No  i'm not fucking okay with it...but even if i say no you guys are gonna sneak around with each other regardless..so it is what it is". she says wiping her tears.

Mr.Wilson remains silent.

"So go ahead and be together...just know after graduation i'm moving out and getting my own place...i don't want to live with you anymore."

She walks back up to me and speaks. 

"And Mila just know me and you can NEVER be friends again...i hope he was worth ruining our friendship". 

I start crying...i felt really bad.

"Sasha please don't...it doesn't have to be like this! We've been through too much shit to give up on us now!" i say sobbing.

"Well don't fucking date my dad...just leave him alone!" she says sobbing as well.

"I can't!!! I tried it's not that easy! I fucking love him!...but i need you in my life too! your my best-friend!" i say grabbing her hand. 

After staring at me with sadness in her eyes she surprisingly reaches her arms out towards me and gives me a long tight hug. When she pulls back to look at me i see nothing but hurt written all over her face.

"Ya know i always considered you as a sister and i'll always have love for you like one...but i just can't fuck with you anymore...consider that hug to be our last one ever." she says way to calm for my liking. 

So she was really giving me a goodbye hug.

She turns around and starts walking towards the door until i yell after her.

"Sasha please don't go! Can we just talk this out like we do with all our problems...please!" i say begging.

She stops in her tracks with her back still facing me.

"There's nothing left to talk about...all of this shit is a done deal" 

"Well Sasha where are you going?" Mr. Wilson finally decided to speak up after some time.

"I'm going to get some fresh air and clear my mind...so let me know when she's gone"

Before Mr.Wilson can even try to persuade her to stay she slams the door shut and leaves in her car.

I start bursting out crying and turn towards Mr.Wilson.

"I feel like shit!!! I didn't mean for any of this to end like this!!!" 

He hurriedly walks towards me and embraces me in a tight hug. I think we both needed this hug.

"I feel like shit for making my daughter cry too! Just give her some time...she'll come back around eventually...you know she can't stay mad at the people she loves to long" he says rubbing circles on my back.

"Yeah but this isn't a petty little argument this is deeper than that"

He remains silent.

"m-maybe...this was a mistake...we never should have told her any of this...i thought coming clean would make me feel better..b-but i feel even more worse now". I say crying.

He hugs me tighter "i'm not gonna lie i do feel terrible about this whole thing but it's better she knows now than finding out later on...we'll get through this i promise" he says placing a kiss on my forehead.

"I hope so...but how can you remain so calm and confident that everything will work out?" 

I mean clearly Mr.Wilson is upset with distress written all over his face but he's seems to be taking this all too well. As if he knows Sasha will come around sooner or later.

"Cause i know my daughter better than anyone else...sure she'll be mad at us for a while... but she's a forgiving person" he says with confidence. 

That was true though. As long as me and Sasha have been friends she's always was forgiving...she never was one to hold grudges for to long. It's just this time i feel i really crossed the line. But after all of this crying i was tired and needed to sleep.

I let out a yawn. 

"Well i'm gonna head home i feel so tired and drained, so i'm gonna go lay down for the rest of the night."

"yeah me too"

Mr.Wilson kept insisting that i stay the night but i told him that it was best if i went home, especially since Sasha didn't want me here. I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable in her own home so i left. 

Plus i just needed some alone time to wrap my head around everything that merely happened moments ago. There was so much that was said...but then again i wish there was more i could've said or done to prevent Sasha from hating me. 

I can't just let her hate me forever....i have to find a way for her to forgive me...i just have too. I don't know how yet but i gotta get my best-friend back. 

So This Chapter Was Very Emotional I Feel So Sad For Sasha :( 

Do You Guys Think Mila Was Wrong For Doing What She  Did? Love Is A Hell Of A Drug For Sure!

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