Blindly In-Love

Chapter 22

ATTENTION!!!! This chapter will be written in Sasha's POV not Mila's.

After talking Mila for a while i reluctantly head over to my house. I step outside and see the sun is starting to set, and that the temperature is starting to drop. I hurriedly walk across the lawn and start walking up my driveway to see that my dad's car is here. Damn! I was hoping he went to work or something so i could have an excuse as to why i didn't have my talk with him. I went in my purse to reach for the key but noticed that the door was already unlocked...that's weird that he left the door unlock. 

I walk to see all the lights off. That actually was the new norm for us. I always was gone and if i was here i stayed locked in my room trying to avoid him or either he stayed locked in his room or at work so i understood why no lights were never turned on downstairs. After noticing that my dad obviously wasn't nowhere downstairs, i walk up the stairs to see if he was in his bedroom. I take a deep breath before i call out for his name. Okay Sasha you can do this...he's your dad. 

"Dad?" i say knocking softly on the door. 

It takes him a couple seconds before he finally responds back. "Yes?"

"Can i come in for a sec?"

"of course" he says quickly.

I take another deep breath before i open his door in walk in. As i walk in i look around his room and see it's a complete mess...and kinda smells! It looks like a tornado ran through here. I finally look at him and he looked a complete mess. His hair was messy and in need of a haircut, his facial hair needed trimming, and his eyes were bloodshot red as if he's been crying all day. My heart was literally breaking seeing him this distraught. He quickly starts rubbing his eyes as if something was in his eye but i knew he probably was just crying.

"Dad....where you just crying?" i say worriedly.

"Um..no something got in my eye...i think it was a dust particle or something" he says looking anywhere else but at me. Liar!....."So you need anything or something? he says changing the subject. 

"Yea...we need to talk...i'm finally ready to have this conversation"

"Look Sasha i know you hate me but you have to know i'm deeply sorry for hurting you the way i did...i will never be able to forgive myself for the pain I've cause you." he says in a shaky voice as if he were going to cry. I kinda feel bad now.

"I wanna forgive you dad...i really do but i just don't know how to move pass this big situation. I mean you slept with my freaking best-friend! That's like me sleeping with one of your old guy best-friends! It's just wrong!" i say crying.

"I know...i'm a big fuck up....i don't blame you if you never forgive me. I was being selfish thinking about my own needs instead on thinking of the repercussions of hurting you. What i did was morally wrong and i'm disgusted with myself. If i could go back in time i would've never pursued Mila...i guess i was just lonely because you mother was never around and it so happened that Mila was here one night when you left and things just happened...it was never intentionally though...i promise." He says with pleading eyes. 

"If it was never intentionally then why the hell would you two continue to screw around when you both knew it was wrong !?" i say yelling at him..he was pissing me off again.

"IDK!!!!....It's complicated...i was just in a bad place...and Mila was like a breath of fresh air...and although what we were doing was wrong everything about us felt right at the moment..we were both addicted to each like a drug and we didn't want what he had to stop...i felt like i was finally happy again."

"God this is all just to weird and wrong....what are your feelings toward Mila...and be honest!"

He closes his eyes for a few seconds and speak "I care about her a lot but it doesn't matter anymore were through. I just want my daughter back...i miss you like crazy baby girl...you were my like my best-friend... and now that I've fucked that up... i feel so lonely in this house...nothing feels the same anymore."

I start crying "I miss you too dad....your still my best-friend...just don't lie to me or screw anymore of my friends okay?" 

"I promise". 

We instantly hug for a long time before we broke apart. 

"So you forgive me?"

"I'm gonna tell you like i told Mila....I don't know if i'll ever be able to forgive you for this but i'm leaving this in the past and moving forward...so in other words i sorta kinda forgive you..just not all the way yet!" i say seriously to him.

"That's better than not at all. Thanks baby girl i really needed this given that I've been depressed lately. You've brightened up my day...well night since it's dark outside now." we both laugh at his remark he made.

"Well i'm glad I've brightened up your day!...and look dad don't let the decisions mom made affect your...were both her loss..and soon she'll realize that. Your a good looking person with an amazing personality so i'm sure it won't be hard to find another great women to love. So clean up this room because it looks terrible, shave that 5'0 clock shadow, and get a haircut cause no offense but you look a mess....and you smell really bad...so please take a shower and brush your teeth it smell of liquor bad!" i say pinching my nose.

"Well ouch that hurted....but your not lying" he says sniffing him self in disgust. "and thanks again Sasha i really needed your words of encouragement! " he says kissing my forehead.

After talking for a while i leave him alone to go clean up the room and clean his self. I pull out my phone and call Mila. 

"Hello?"

"Your ready to trash this asshole car?" i say in a sadistic tone.

"Been ready"

"Great i'm omw over now" 

After that i hang up and slip on a black hoodie, some black leggings, and slip on my black uggs. I didn't want to be seen so i wore all black. 

"Dad i'm going to borrow your crowbar for a little bit" i say with a devilish smile.

Carter was going to pay for being a fuck boy!!!!

SO I'M GLAD SASHA AND MR.WILSON GOT BACK ON GOOD TERMS. THEY HAVE THE COOLEST FATHER & DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP!  NEXT CHAPTER CARTER CAR IS GETTING TRASHED!!! WILL THEY GET CAUGHT? STAY TUNED! PLEASE COMMENT & VOTE!