Blindly In-Love

Chapter 21

It's been a month since i got out the hospital and honestly i feel like myself again! I'm finally off of crutches and can walk again. I just feel like i got my old life back. The life i had before Mr. Wilson and I were ever anything, the life before me and Sasha fell out, and the life before i was in a car accident.  I just felt like the old Mila was back and it felt good. I didn't have complications or secrets to hide. I was finally a peace and happy again. I now know that the relationship i had with Mr.Wilson was never going to be perfect.

 There was always going to be complications. Although it was hard to get the strength to leave him alone i knew i had too. I realized that being with him had changed me in a bad way, i was obsessed over him and was becoming a jealous aggressive person. At first i was to blind to see it but i thank God he opened my eyes and made me look at things in a new perspective. I made up my mind to completely break things off with him. We both agreed not to never call each other or having any type of intimate relationship with each other again. I decided i was going to get over him and focus on working on me...and maybe find love again? I just know the next guy i fall for want have a lot of baggage such as kids or a wife. Not going down that road again! I just want a fresh start.

Sasha and I are slowly but surely getting back close. She comes over my house almost everyday because she doesn't want to be around her dad...sadly they're still not talking. Sometimes she even spends the night. Of course i never go over her house anymore nor spend the night. Honestly i don't blame her...i'm actually thankful of that deal we made because seeing Mr. Wilson around would have made it even more harder to get over him. I look over to see Sasha yapping on about something as we sit a my kitchen table. I must've zoned out. "Mila are you even listening!?" she yells at me. 

"Im sorry i was daydreaming...what were you saying?"

"I swear your weird, always daydreaming!" she says rolling her eyes.

"Well i can't help it...it just happens...now what do you have to tell me?"

"Well today my dad served my mom the divorce papers". 

"Really!? She came over to the house?"

"Yea...i was in my room but i heard their conversation...surprisingly she signed the paper without no protest against it. Guess she really didn't love my dad anymore". she says looking sad.

"Well isn't that a good thing?...you don't have to hear them arguing all the time anymore...or wonder where your mom is...cause now we all know". I say trying to reason with her.

"Yea true but it still hurts to know my mom was cheating on him....she's a slut!!! I really hate her!!! She ruined our family!" Sasha says crying.

I run over to her side and give her a hug. "Look Sasha...you can't let her bad decisions she made affect you! She chose some man over you and your dad...but that's her lost! She lost out on a great daughter. And soon she'll regret the choice she made to leave y'all." i say trying to cheer her up. 

"Well when she come to her senses it will be to late! ....The main reason i'm mad at her is because my dad seemed so crush when she willingly signed the papers. I guess he wanted her to fight for their marriage. He's really been depressed...even though i'm not talking to him i kinda feel bad for him now". She say crying. 

When she told me this i suddenly wanted to go over and be there for him but i knew i couldn't. "Sasha although you may be mad at him still, you need to be there for him. He needs you..i'm telling you he does... trust me. You talking to him might bring him out of depression because he was hurt when you stopped talking to him."

"I know but it's hard! I just can't forgive him for what he did to me!" she says with both of her hands covering her face while she cry. 

"Sasha you forgave me didn't you?"

"Yea...but only a little bit..i won't never completely forgive you for it but i did a little bit" she says looking down.

"Well can't you forgive your dad a little bit? He needs you! Besides the one thing he did to you...have you known him to ever hurt you deliberately ?  He's a great dad and we all make mistakes...you gotta help him through this hard time..you both can help each other!" i say with hoping...hoping that i persuaded her to go talk to him.

It was quiet for a while before she looked up at me and spoke. " Fine..i'll go talk to him...only because it's weird seeing him like this..he's usually always happy in a good mood, and also because i do miss him. Besides you he was like my best-friend." she says smiling a little. 

"YAYYY!" i say excitingly. "Forgiving him will make you feel a lot more better...because i miss seeing you happy with your bubbly personality"

"Yea...i miss being happy too....i guess it i haven't been myself lately huh?" she says looking down again. 

"With due time you'll eventually get back to yourself..trust me ...i know the feeling!" 

"So before i go there's another thing that's been bothering me" she says looking unsure as if she wants to talk about it or not.

"What"?

"Well me and Carter kind of broke up."

"What!...why? i say confused..they were so cute together.

"After everything that went down with my parents and you i kind of distant myself from him...not just him but everyone...i mean i was depressed and just angry so i didn't want to be around anyone. 

"okay?" i say waiting for her to get on to why they broke up.

"Well i guess when i told him i needed space...he took that pretty hard and stopped talking to me...and because of all the shit i was dealing with....he moved on and got into another relationship". she say looking sad all over again. Fuck!

"Really are you kidding me!...That was so childish of him...i mean clearly you were going through something!...Did you explain to him the reason you need space like you did to me?" i say 

"yea but it was no use...he said i wasn't giving him the attention he needed so he found it somewhere else...i just never knew he would be that mean and hurt me like this" she says trying to hold back her tears. 

"Wow that's messed up...you guys haven't even been broken up that long though ! So how he get a gf that quick?" 

"Idk maybe they've been talking for a while...but all i know it right now i just want to beat his ass but since he's bigger and a lot stronger than me then maybe ill just bust the windows out his car and slash his tires...he'll never know it was me!" she says with a devilish smile. Oh GOD!

"Yea fuck him you can do better anyways!"

"So your down to help me redecorate his car?!" she says excitingly.

"Fuck yea...just let me know when!" 

"okay...i'm gonna go talk to my dad and in a hour or two, then when the sun goes down we'll go to his house and trash his car....oh remind me to buy a can of spray paint too!"

"Why?"

"I got a message i want to put on his car" she says smiling sheepishly. 

I KNOW THIS CHAPTER WAS BORING BUT I WANTED TO FOCUS ON MILA AND SASHA WORKING ON THEIR FRIENDSHIP & GIVE YOU INSIGHT ON WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON WITH SASHA PERSONAL LIFE. SHOULD MY NEXT CHAPTER BE IN HER POV WHEN SHE TALKS TO HER DAD AND TRASHES CARTER'S CAR? NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE BETTER!!!! PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE!