Blindly In-Love

Chapter 29

After i sent Sasha a text telling her to come over, i realized that i needed to inform Mr.Wilson in advance that i was coming clean to Sasha about us. Hopefully he'll be okay about it, of course i don't blame him if he isn't. I mean they did just make back up and the last thing i want is for them to be distant again...more so Sasha. I dial Mr.Wilson up and he instantly picks up on the first ring. Wow!

"Wassup baby?" 

Baby? This was something i definitely wasn't use to him calling me.

"Umm hey" i say in a quiet tone. 

This was gonna be hard to tell him...he seemed like he was in a good mood. 

"What's wrong?"

"Um nothing" i swear i'm a terrible liar!

"Mila something is wrong i can tell by the tone of your voice" he says matter -of -factly. 

"Sasha'sonherwayovertomyhouseandi'mabouttocomecleantoheraboutwhathappenedbetweenus last night." i say quickly. 

"Wait what?...and can you slow down this time?"

I take a deep breath and speak again "I said Sasha's on her way over to my house and i'm about to come clean to her about what happened between us last night"

"What! Why?!!!" he says in a panic tone.

"Cause she needs to know Mason...i'm tired of all these fucking secrets...and  i'm tired of us being a fucking secret, why should we have to accommodate everyone else's feelings towards us?! "

He takes a deep breath before he speaks" Look i understand all of that but you would be risking your best-friend and i would be risking my daughter...what if we don't work out and all of this fails? Then it will had been for nothing." 

"Mason i understand were your coming from...trust me I've gave all of this some serious thought but your daughter whom is my best friend should be supportive and happy for us. I mean yea the situation is pretty fucked up and awkward but she or no one else should deny us of being in love and being happy!"

He remains silent so i keep talking.

"And even if we don't work out at least  we can say we gave it a try instead of wondering what if"

He finally speaks up "well can you at least wait till i get off from work. I want both of us to tell her together, and i would prefer it to be done at my house anyways because Sasha could get so mad that she may wanna tell your parents, and they are the last people we need involved in this shit."

Yeah he had a point there...glad i talked to him about this before i told her because my parents are downstairs and me knowing Sasha, i know she would have told them out of spite.

"Okay fine, just let me know when your on your way home"

We quickly hang up and when i turn around Sasha's sitting on my bed. Damn i didn't even hear her come in...i hope she wasn't here during the whole conversation!!!

"Oh hey Sasha"

She looks up from her phone and speaks up "Hey"

"Umm how long have you been sitting there?"

"Oh i just got here when you were ending a call with someone"

Thank God!

"Oh okay"

I'm not gonna lie this was all just to awkward. I mean here i was intending to tell her everything that happened less than 24 hours ago with me and her dad, and now i can't because he wants us to tell her together. So now it's like what do we talk about now? ...me and Sasha haven't really been hanging out that much with each other ever since her and Carter got back together.

I mean we were just hanging out at a party together but that was temporary because she soon ditched me for Carter, so i was still kind of upset at her for that. After all she was the one who begged me to accompany her ...I could've just had stayed home and maybe i wouldn't have gotten drunk and fucked her dad again. But what can i say...shit happens. 

Well since i promised Mr.Wilson that i wouldn't talk to her about us until later, i guess i could tell her how i felt about her ditching me at the party last night. 

"So...." 

I really didn't know how to start this conversation off. She looks up from her phone and her eyes meet mine. 

"So what did you have me come over for?"

"I just need to get something off my chest...well a couple of things but i'll save the other issue for another time."

"Well what is it"

"I just feel like ever since you and Carter got back together, you and I barely hang out anymore"

"Well Mila he is my boyfriend...i do have to spend time with him also." she says in a duh tone.

"I'm aware of that but it's like me and you never hang out anymore it's always you two together, i mean i get that when you get into a relationship quality time is important but i just feel we barely talk anymore. I mean why can't all three of us hang out sometimes...we all use to before..i thought we all were best friends but i feel you've two grown closer and I've been left out." i say in a sad tone.

"Look Mila no ones leaving you out, your just being jealous that i have someone and you don't but that's okay...you'll find someone one day". 

I can't believe what i was hearing right now...my best-friend just called me jealous like wow that was low.

"Really Sasha! I would never be jealous of my best friend, i'm actually happy you two worked it out and if i was so jealous i would've never participated in helping you two get back together! So idk were the fuck your getting jealousy from! All i said is that ever since you two got back together me and you never hang out like that anymore...and i just think it's fake of you!"

"How the fuck am i being fake Mila! "

"Well for one you fucking begged me to go to that stupid party with you knowing i hate parties but i came because you were my best-friend and i didn't want you to go alone but i might as well should've fucking stayed home because soon as Carter showed up you both fucking ditched my ass! Like who does that type of shit. My feelings were hurt that you abandoned me for him!"

It's true my feelings were hurt that she ditched me for him...i just didn't show my feelings because for one i was at a party so i had to play it cool and two i was drunk so yea!

"I'm sorry Mila i hadn't even realized that I've been acting that way towards you lately and i'm sorry for being insensitive to your feelings about this whole situation, and that was very wrong of me to completely ditch you for him. It's just sometimes when me and him are together i forget about everyone around us. I just really love him."

"Yeah i know the feeling" i say low to myself but she hears.

"Wait are you seeing someone?" she ask curiously.

"Why you ask that for?"

"Because you said you know the feeling so who is he?"

"Okay were getting off of subject....anyways as i was saying i just feel that were drifting apart for each other. "

"So what are you saying?....you don't wanna be friends anymore?" she says with worry written all over her face.

I take a deep breath and speak "ask me that question again later on tonight okay?"

"Why" she looked so confused right now.

"There's something else i have get off my chest and come clean about...and it won't be pretty either...so lets just say it will be all up to you if out friendship stays the same or not"

So do you guys think Sasha will remain friends with Mila after she comes clean about her and Sasha's dad sleeping together again? 

Please comment and vote!!!