Blindly In-Love

Chapter 9

Mila's POV

"So are you going to tell me what's wrong?"... Sasha says putting her arm around me. I close my eyes and take a deep breath to calm my voice. "It's nothing girl i'm okay". She gives me the "i know your lying look". She speaks up " i know your lying, now tell me why you were crying."  I couldn't tell her the actual reason, she would never forgive me, i mean i wouldn't expect her to. I had to quickly come up with something before she came suspicious. "Okay fine, the reason i was crying was because i feel like a terrible person for going off on my parents yesterday and now i feel bad about it." I hated lying to her but technically i wasn't lying...i did feel bad about going off on my parents. This could also be an excuse to go home because i honestly couldn't face seeing Mr. Wilson right now, i needed to clear my head. Sasha snaps me out of my thoughts "Oh thank god it wasn't nothing serious, i mean that is serious but you know what i mean" she says giving me a hug. I laugh at her, i swear she's crazy! "it's fine Sasha i know what you mean, but i think i should go home tonight to make things right with my parents. "Okay text me later to let me know how it goes apologizing to them." I turn around with my overnight bag "okay i will, bye." i say hugging her. 

I grab my key to unlock the door, and walk in to see both my parents looking at tv. It was an awkward silence for a minute until i spoke up. "Hi mom, hi Dad" i say in a low voice. "Hi Mila" they say in sync. Before that awkward silence tried to welcome it self back into the room i decided to let it all out. I run up to the both of them and hug them. "I so sorry mama, and daddy, i didn't mean to curse you guys out, you guys didn't deserve that... you guys were just concerned about me and were trying to help me. It's just i was having a bad day and i took it on y'all instead of dealing with my problems." At this point i was crying and they both were rubbing circles on my back to sooth me. 

All three of us sat down on the couch to talk. My mom speaks up "Sweetie we accept your apology, and we both apologize to, right honey?" she says referring to my dad. "Yes were sorry, i know sometimes we try to analyze you to much as therapist instead on being a parent, so we will try to work on that. Were not going to try to push you into to talking about something unless your ready to talk to us deal?" I smile and say deal shaking both of their hands. "well now that we've resolved our issues i guess ill go take a shower and go to bed i'm exhausted". 

TWO WEEKS LATER

Its been two weeks since i have been over Sasha house....to be honest i kind of been avoiding her ever since that night she found me crying. I feel bad that I've been acting distant to my best-friend but i needed to in order to get my feeling about her dad in check. Luckily her and Carter have gotten pretty serious which is great for me because that means she won't notice that something still is wrong with me. I walk to my last class of the day which was literature to see Sasha sitting next to my spot. I quickly look around to see if there was another desk available but unfortunately there wasn't. Well isn't that just great!!! Now she's definitely going to see right through me damn!. I take my seat next to her and try to focus my attention on what the teacher was saying. "Aright class today i want you and the person sitting right next to you to take turn reading chapter 5 together". Are you serious! Suddenly i hear the teacher mention my name "excuse me Mila, is there something you would like to say?" Dammit did i say that out loud? i say in my head. "Oh sorry Ms. Jones it's just were practically adults...do we really need to read with a partner?" One thing Ms. Jones hated was when a student questioned her about her teaching methods, so i can tell she was pissed off a little. "Well Ms. Mila you can either read with a partner like i said or you can read by yourself in detention...so what will it be?" I was so annoyed with her right now but i didn't want to go to detention so i swallowed my pride. "Fine...ill just read with Sasha". I say rolling my eyes.  "Good choice". She says with a sharp tone. 

After a few minutes everyone starts working with their partner while me and Sasha sit awkwardly. "Ok fuck this, Mila do you have a problem with me or something?" I turn my attention towards her "No why would you say that?" i say with attitude. "Well maybe because you been real distant towards me, you never want to hang out with me no more, and not to mention the scene you just acted out a couple minutes ago as if you didn't want to be partnered with me, what all that about?" This is just great she's caught on to my behavior!!! Only if Carter was in this class i could use him as a distraction. "I'm sorry i just been going through something". "What have you been going through, were suppose to be best-friends so what are you not telling me?" i quickly change the subject "I think we should start reading before Ms. Jones try to put us both in detention." She glares at me "Fine don't tell me...but i will find out one way or another why your acting this way". I got nervous when she said that because one thing about Sasha is she ALWAYS get to the bottom of things, and this was one thing that she couldn't find out. I had to start acting normal before she started snooping around. 

I walk into my house to hear two familiar voices man voices in the living room betting on their team to win, they probably was watching football as usual. I go to the kitchen first to pour me a glass of water because for some odd reason i was extremely thirsty.I walk into the living room to see Mr. Wilson and my dad sitting on the couch. WTF!!!

UH OH WONDER WHY MR.WILSON IS AT MILA's HOUSE. YOU WILL DEFINITELY FIND OUT NEXT CHAPTER. YOUR GOING TO BE SO SURPRISED.