The Idiots In My Mind (boyxboy) *UNCONTINUED*

CHAPTER 10

I was slapped hard against my face; even though it was just a dream I still felt the painful sting of it. The shadow-man glared at me. They've never been so violent. I smirked up at him, he must be pretty ticked off.

"A-Axel..." The smaller indigo figure next to him whined. I sat in front of both of them, my legs crossed. I scoffed "So I'm disgusting because I love?" I put my head down, "Because I have feelings, passions..." He made a growling sound. Tears rolled down my face,

"If love hurts so bad, why is it worth the sacrifice?" I smiled, already knowing the answer before being kicked harshly in the stomach

My eyes snapped open and I chocked back a sob. I'm telling him. I don't care, I am doing it. I slipped on a black T- shirt, black hoodie, gray jeans and my navy blue converse. Not bothering to check how late or early it was I scribbled out a note to Rebecca and Jerry (my adoptive parents) and slipped out of the house.

As I drove down the some-what fancy road to George's home nervousness and emotions engulfed me. My hands were shaking against the black steering wheel and all the worst possible scenarios ran though my head. 'What if he hates me forever?' 'What if he makes fun of me?' 'What if he tells the whole school' What if...What if...What if...

After what seemed like generations I finally made it to the tall brick house. Knocking on the door furiously I attempted to organize my thoughts. A sleepy George answered the door while trying to straighten out his bed-head.

"Axel?" He starred in disbelief, "Do you know that it's three in the morning?"

Not knowing what to say or do I stood there silently, wishing that I could use mind connection or something.

"Hey...you alright, Ax? You don't look to good..."

"I-I need to t-talk to you..." I finally choked out. George looked at me in confusion, "And you couldn't wait until tomorrow to do it?" He glanced at my flustered face and sighed, "Alright, come in."

We sat at the edge of his bed in a uncomfortable silence. He crossed his leg and looked at me curiously, "Okay, shoot."

I was trying to think of someth--"I love you." I blurted out. I covered my mouth I hoped he didn't hear that, but he probably did since I YELLED IT OUT LIKE AN IDIOT!!!

George stared at me in shock.

"I-I-I-I-I-I-I m-mean I uhhh...." I stuttered while trying to think of what to say to cover up my confession. "I'm...uh, pregnant?"  

George smiled brightly at me and grabbed me in a hug.

"G-George?"

Suddenly his smooth lips were on mine and my eyes widened in shock. Before he could pull away I kissed him back, his lips molding with mine. I entangled my hands in his soft curly hair. It wasn't a type of kiss I had had before, it was a fluffy, warm kiss filled with hidden feelings and emotion.  

We both pulled away, panting slightly and looking at eachother in almost disbelief. Biting my lip I asked "So, is it safe to assume that you feel the same way?"

(GEORGE'S POV)

I was completely and utterly stunned. Axel, the wonderful, caring and beautiful Axel told me that he LOVES ME.

"So is it safe to assume you feel the same way?" He asked while biting his lip, looking adoroble as usual. I smiled at him and tool him into another hug, "Well yeah, dummy."

I pulled back to look at his face and raised an eyebrow, "Hmm, I'm kind of wondering why you said you were straight so many times when you have feelings for a guy."

His face changed to a bright shade of red and he started to stutter, something I noticed he did when he was nervous. I grabbed his hand and kissed his cheek, already feeling extremly comfortable and passionate with this hazel eyed boy.

"Can we talk about this tomorrow? It's 3:21." I asked. He nodded and started to get up untill I pulled him back down onto my lap and snuggled him close.

"I didn't say I wanted you to leave..."

He blushed, "Then were exactly am I supposed it sleep?" He inquired, regaining his sarcastic tone.

"With me of course." I said while kissing the back of his neck softly. He groaned "Ugh, why did I even tell you? Now your going to be all flirty and crap."

I laughed and off to sleep we went.

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A loud screech woke me up and my eyes opened to the sight of my little sister in the door way. I grumbled and got out of the bed carefully; Axel hadn't woken to the sound of my sister. She hurried downstairs and whispered something to my mom while I started eating the waffles on the table.

My mother looked at me knowingly and stated "George Henry Valance, you better have used protection!" I choked on the food in my mouth and, after swallowing, yelled "WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, MOTHER!!!" "Mhmm." She gave me that mom look, you know, the one that everyone HATES.

Axel came down the stairs, into the kitchen, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. God, he was adoroble. He smiled at my mom cutely and said "I hope you don't mind that I stayed the night, Mrs. Valance."

She waved and smiled back "Oh, not at all, Axel! I just hope George didn't bother you too much."

He looked slightly confused for a second, then took a seat next to me. "Do you want some waffles?" I asked but, my mouth was full so it sounded more like "Dyuh wynt sem wffls?"

He giggled and said "Yes, please. Thank you." After grabbing a plate of syrup covered waffles and stuffing them down his throat he apparently realized something and swallowed hard. I wish I could know what he was thinking.

"George?" He questioned.

I smiled at him (and taking the opportunity to make him blush) said "Yes, sweetheart?" He glared at me for a moment then proceeded with his question

"Do you have any dreams? Like, the sleeping kind of dreams." I thought about his question for a minute then gave my answer, "Um, sometimes. It usually depends on what I was doing before I go to bed I guess. I don't really remember my dreams to well."

He seemed to be pleased with my answer, gave a nod, and continued to eat his waffles.

"Geooorggee!" Paige whined. "Can you give me a ride? Spencer already left, Jay isn't back yet and Kenya is at a book signing thing with Maxine or something.

I rolled my eyes at the whiny teenager. Usually one of my two older brothers, Jay and Spencer, or my cousin, Kenya drives the announce around but oh well, just one time I guess I could. I'm such a great brother. "Fine." I told her.

Axel got up and thanked my mom for the food before saying "I'll go now, since you have to drive your sister. I have to go somewhere anyway."

Before I could object he was out the door, but not until looking back and saying "Bye, boyfriend." with a silly wink.

God, I love him so much.

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BLUHHHH FINIIISHEDDDD!!! (with this chapter xD) I'm having some major writers block! I think I'm starting to get over it now though, which is good. AND ERMEHGERD CONFESSIONS!!! Lol this chappy was suggested (required xD) by Crona8 who said, and I quote, 'FILL IT WITH ROMANCE! THIS IS A BOYXBOY STORY! I WILL BE EXPECTING SOME BOYXBOY ROMANCE!!!' So, thanks for that I guess, Crona. 0_0 Thus, this chapter is dedicated to you for telling me to add romance already xD

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~RW