All That I Want // Harry Styles Imagine

Alternate Ending

Harry' POV

"No no no!" Y/n screams, looking like she's lost her mind with the wild look seems got in her eyes right now.
"You can't act like you didn't see the way I loved you, for Six years! Don't say you didn't know, because I told you. I told you, and you made me feel horrible about myself." The one girl I truly love, with every piece of my fucked up heart, is breaking down in front of my very own eyes, all because of me.

I did this to her.

"Y/n.. I love you." The words easily off my tongue, saying them to her, as if I've been saying it to her all my life.

"You don't Harry. You just don't want to see me this way." She doubts me, which feels like a thousand nails being hammered against my heart at the exact same time.

Y/n walks off, but I chase after her.
"I won't leave until you tell me to leave." I keep trailing as close as she would let me behind her, watching her grow furious.

"Leave! Go to Tianni! You told me you loved her! The way she smiles makes you insane out of your mind and her laugh sounds like music to your ears Harry! I get it!" Y/n's face reddens a deep red, as she shouts in my face.

In that moment, I take the opportunity to grab a hold of her face with my two hands, before connecting our lips.
"Kiss me back." I plead, moving my lips against her stiff, still ones.

"I can't. I don't love you.. Not anymore. It's just taken me this long to realize." I realize that I am crying, when a tear tickles against the side of my lip.

Y/n's lying. She does love me. She just told me she did.

"You're lying." I shake my head, feeling my stomach drop to the floor, bouncing back up all too fast for me to catch up.

She sniffles, "I'm not. I love Blake. I don't love you, I love Blake." Her words sting, and I freeze.

"Blake?" I gulp, despising the way she nodded all too confidently.

"Just be happy with her, Harry." Y/n is stepping back, further and further.

"I can't be happy, Y/n. There is no way in hell I can be without you." I croak, thinking how fucked I am for letting Y/n slip so easily through my fingers.

"You can. You were happy without me for almost two years, I'm sure you'll last even longer now." Her voice was distant, before I hear her footsteps recede.

"I love you." She mumbles, and I cling on to those words, even if they went meant for me to hear.
It's all I'll have left of Y/n.
What kills me, is what I could've had. I should've care. I should've listened to her.. Really listened. I would've had her right now, instead of standing alone, absolutely crushed by the only person I will only ever love.

Author's Note (:
This is an sad alternate ending if you were looking for one instead of the happy one! Hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it!