our story (phanfic)

chapter 28

Dans POV

I sat on the floor unable to move as the fear paralysed me ,the fear of possibly loosing your best friend ,your boyfriend.

There tears eventually end and I am left in my own little bubble of sadness
I get up and shuffle my way to the bathroom , my face was pale ,eyes bloodshot and puffy ,my cheeks were bright red from every tear falling down it . I didn't want to look at the person before me any longer , I make my way upstairs and grab my phone to text Chris

Dan- Chris I don't know what to do anymore , help.

Chris - Dan what's up?

Dan- the hospital called about Phil and they apologised and the phone line cut of before I could hear anything els ,I thinks Phil's dead

Chris - oh my god Dan I'm so sorry ,do you want me to come and see him with you ?

I forgot I can go see him
Dan- no thanks Chris I'd much rather alone ,but I will talk after bye.

I got up from my bead and took out my darkest clothes I put them on and a jacket and went outside, I called a taxi over and get in
"( hospital name) hospital please"
The driver sets off
I spent the whole ride thinking of Phil ,I had a little bit of hope that the woman said Phil's okay but the line cut so I didn't hear it , the taxi stops and I get out ,I slowly walk up to the hospital and go to the reception desk
I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach "um hi I came to see if I could see my boyfriend Phil Lester "
The woman looks at me with a sorry face "the call got cut of but we mentioned you not being able to see him in his state ,mabey in 4-5 days "
The feeling got worse "o-okay"
I turned around and made my way out the hospital I got the first taxi home.

I didn't speak to the driver ,I just payed and walked in , I didn't get my phone or laptop I just went to the lounge and sat on the floor ,which eventually turned to lying on the floor
And before you know it I'm having an exerstential crisis .

I lay on the floor for what seems like forever when I get a knock on the door ,I get up and managed to get myself to the door without crying ,I open my flat door to reveal a bunch of flowers ,

the flowers I got Phil

, a tear escaped my eye and ran down my face as I reach down and picked up the letter that I left him
I read every word and cried the whole way through ,I grabbed hand full of flowers and went to Phil's room then I went back and got the rest ,and went back to Phil's room ,I put the flowers all over his room

And the card on his bed
I will never forget Phil and the message I wrote for him

Danxoxo

Omg this isn't the end even though it came across as it ,this chapter and the next chapters I'm writing are inspired by emilylovewritebooks her comment gave me an idea to go to the hospital and I know what to do with Phil ,so a big thanks to Emily for that help and I will see you next chapter.