our story (phanfic)

chapter 29

Dan's POV

It had been a few days since I got the call, about Phil
I still haven't recovered from what I heard ,how could I?

I never got to say goodbye to him
Never said how much I loved him
And I still have the guilt from kissing that girl
.all of this hit me,
I had a sudden realisation of the current situation I fell to the floor of my room and hit my head,I was so dizzy and it was all so blurry.

Every single thought ran through my head ,each thought making the pain worse ,I struggled to get up and fell back on the floor ,I couldn't take the pain anymore ,it was overwhelming
I tried once more to get up which resulted in me falling into the wardrobe and knocking myself out .

*2 hours later*

Dan's POV

I woke up on my bedroom floor ,next to the wardrobe ,my head stopped hurting and allowed me to get up ,I went straight to the kitchen to get some water ,nothing like this has ever happened before ,so I don't know what it was ,or how to stop it.

I was considering paracetamol ,but my head didn't hurt anymore so this could just be a stupid idea ,but if it hurts again?

I spent a rough 5 minutes thinking before realising I left the tap on ,the water just running of the edge on to the floor ,I quickly turn the tap off and grab some kitchen roll ,I started to clean the mess up ,god I'm stupid sometimes.

I cleaned up the mess and went straight to the living room
,I went on my laptop ,tumblr was very theraputic to me ,even though its hell to others, its like home to me

*2 hours later *
After a long while of the social media scrambling my brain ,I look at my phone ,look at the date , it's mine and Phil's anniversary,
I felt the tears fill my eyes ,I didn't want to spend all day crying but its a tad weird if I don't morn my dead boyfriend on our 6 month anniversary ,I went straight to Phil's room ,I didn't touch a thing or look around I just sat on the floor ,in front of the bed ,and cried.

Don't kill me !
It has been a while yes ,what a month ? I'm sorry I have been very busy with writers block ,I was meant to publish last Sunday but I moved rooms ,I will try to speed up next time
okay byee