If only you knew

Chapter 4

"Now, we need to get started on the project, well I guess finish since I did most of it." She says as we walk to her room. She has her hair in a bun and she still has her swimsuit on. I gulp and walk as her hips move as she walks upstairs. I bite my lip.

"Why in pants you look flat but in a swimsuit you have it everything huge."

"Sport bras and my pants just do that." She says and walks into her room. I imagined it to be full of boy band or those cool bedrooms you see online.

Her walls are white and she has a collage of pictures in a shape of a heart on the back wall. A queen sized bed with a black and white cover and the pillows are white and has a comfy chair which is pink in the corner of the room. Theres lights hanging above her bed. A white fluffy rug on the hardwood floors. Finally a white and baby pink desk with a mirror and a makeup all over it.

"Okay my- our project is over here." She says opening her closet which is full of clothes and taking out a box.

"I think we should make the box the "table" and all inside have the elements." She says.

"Sounds good to me." I say sitting next to her on the floor.

"Let me go change and then we can start." Kristin jumps up and grabs pink and grey running shorts and a black tank top then leaves the room. I start looking inside the box and smirk. Cute and a nerd. Wait did I just call Kristin cute?! Gross!

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Once we finish I leave I thought about hugging her but then changed my mind.

I start to walk down to sidewalk.

"Wait! Let me take you home." Kristin says running after me.

"No I'm fine. I need to clear my head anyways. She bites her lip.

"Oh okay, well I guess I'll see you Monday then." She turns around and runs back to the front door. I stand there and for the first time in my life, I'm the one chasing after her.

Most of my life I have to girl wanting me and I'm the one who turns around and they try to run after me. But being on this end is so much better. I feel my heart beating out of my chest. My blood is boiling and I feel like I'm going to explode. It takes every bone in my body to stand there and not run to her and just kiss her. Put my hands on her hips and kiss her. Take her brown hair into my fingers and look into those hazel eyes. I turn around and keep walking.

I walk and walk. I don't turn around. I'm walking fast. I keep my mind blank. I think of nothing. Then my mind takes over. I turn around and head straight for her house. I fly through the air cutting it and full speed.

I get to her lawn and run towards the door. I bang on it and Dean answers. I see Kristin walking up the stairs. I push my way through and scoop her up. I look into her eyes. I choke. Oh no. Finally I have a way out.

"I left my bag here." I say putting her down.

"Oh okay um come on." She says and I follow her to her room. She hands it to me

"Thanks." I say and walk right out of the house. I blew it. Nice going John.