10 - Realization

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During the day Monday my mind keeps on going back to my dream.

Why wasn't I certain that it was a dream? I don't even remember what it was.

At lunch, people are talking about something that I haven't heard.

"Did you hear what happened?" I hear one girl say.

"Oh yeah, that," a boy replies.

"How unfortunate..." someone says.

"Yes, very unfortunate," I hear someone else say.

What went on?

I can't decide if I should ask or not. For some reason I am hesitant to ask. It seems like something people aren't comfortable telling others about who don't know  about it.  I end up not asking.

"Rin, do you want to hangout this weekend?" Alexandra asks me while we are waiting for the bus.

"Sure," I reply.

"Lily, did you hear about some unfortunate incident?" I ask.

"We are lucky we weren't in it," says Lily.

"So you've heard of it?" I ask.

Lily doesn't reply.

"Tell me..." I whisper.

"I'm not sure..." says Lily.

"Please. I need to know," I say.

"You should have been told..." says Lily.

"I wasn't."

Lily looks at me.

"You weren't?" she asks.

"No."

She doesn't answer.

"Please... tell me. I will not bring it up!" I plead.

"Rin, let's talk about this somewhere else."

"No!"

"I don't want to talk about it..."

"Why? Just tell me."

"Rin..."

"Please."

"Are you sure you are fine? Does your holo-watch have a glitch?" she asks me.

"No..."

Why do I feel like it has one? There's no way.... WAIT. It could explain that... dream.

"I see."

"Huh?" I respond.

"You are curious, aren't you?" she asks me.

"Yes, I am. I want to know what happened."

"Fine. 3 people... faded away. In... in an accident. They... were young," she says, her voice shaking.

"What?"

"Yes... it was 3..."

"How...? Why...? I don't see..."

We are both silent.

"Well," I say, trying to sound cheerful, "I hope they faded away peacefully? I know it doesn't happen often."

"Yes."

"Let's talk about something else," I say once we are on the bus.

"I agree."

The two of us start to talk about something else. I feel like I don't have to care about anything.

"Bye Rin! I'll see you tomorrow!" says Lily after we have gotten off the bus.

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