Hey guys Im so sorry for not updating for soooo long, iv bn really busy, and I apologize in advance for how short this is
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****Logan’s POV****
Kasandra defended me from Brandon, how could she have been so stupid. The image of her crumpling to the ground after Brandon hit her. It hurt to see her just drop like that, and it infuriated me to see him hit her. She lay in my arms as I waited for David’s brother to show up. It would save us a lot of trouble of explaining what was going on. Will was taking too long and I was getting anxious, she still hadn’t woken up and it’s been a half an hour. I tried waking her up once more and she still didn’t stir.
“Kasandra, please wake up. I need you to wake up. Please.” I whispered so close to tears. She was just so happy and ready to party and that asshole had to show up. Why couldn’t he just leave us alone? David and a few of the guys took Brandon outside and beat the shit out of him, saying if he ever came near her again, they’d murder him. After that I took Kasandra upstairs and sat on the bed with her in my arms.
“Logan? Will’s here but he wants to see her without you in the room. We told him about what happened yesterday, he wants to make sure there’s no more damage. Is that ok with you man?” David asked tentatively from the door.
“I can’t leave her. I promised he would never touch her again and I failed her. I don’t want to leave, she needs me.” I whispered burying my head into her hair, inhaling her scent.
“Ok, I’ll go get him.”David said walking back downstairs. After a little bit I heard footsteps coming upstairs.
“Hey Logan, I know you don’t want to leave her but can you at least let go so I can check her out?” Will asked. I let go of Kasandra, placing a kiss on her forehead and then get up and stand with my back against the door frame. I watched will examine her entire head, his eyes seemed hard as he saw her head, then continued with a body check.
“She has a mild concussion here, but I think you already knew that. Her nose is broken, shoulder dislocated, and her face is gonna be a nice dark purple color. I’m going to get one of the guys up here to help me with her shoulder, and I’m going to need you to leave. She is going to scream and you are going to want to hurt the one that’s causing her so much pain. And I would rather not get hit for doing my job today for free.” Will said standing up and facing me. He walked down stairs and I could hear him talking to the guys. I looked at Kasandra, to afraid to even touch, not wanting to hurt her even more.
“I’m so sorry Kasandra, this should have never happened to you.” I whispered, tears forming in my eyes. I wiped them away and walked downstairs, not even glancing at the guys as I go outside and stand in the yard. I close my eyes and listen to the forest around us, listening to the birds singing, they breeze whistling threw the trees, all of it. I suddenly heard Kasandra cry out in pain from upstairs and I flinched. I walked back upstairs as the guys filed out, looking guilty for hurting her as I walked by. I walked back into the room that she was in and I found Will helping her sit up. She looked up at me and smiled.
“Hey, where’s Brandon? I need to have a word or two with him.” She asked, standing up and walking over to me.
“He’s out cold in the back yard…. We thought that Logan would want to beat the shit out of him once you woke up.” Will said from the corner of the room.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close and whispered into her ear. “I don’t want you to go near him babe, I can’t see you get hurt again.”
“Don’t worry about me right now hun, worry about his sorry ass, I’m done with his bull shit.” She stated as she stepped out of my hold and walked downstairs.
“Kasandra don’t please.” I begged, I couldn’t handle this shit right now. She ignored me and went to the kitchen and found a bucket and filled it up with water. She then walked out the back door and I couldn’t help but follow. When she reached Brandon she dumped the bucket of water all over him and took a step back. Brandon sprang to his feet as he looked around at who dumped water all over him. His eyes landed on Kasandra and he just stared as she threw the bucket at his feet.
“Brandon, you will stay the fuck away from me, my family, my friends, and especially my boyfriend, or I will personally kick your ass.” She threatened him, venom dripping from her voice.
“Like you can do jack shit, you just got your ass knocked out with one punch.” He sneered, looking over to me with a stupid smirk on his face. I saw Kasandra spin around and hit him with a spinning back fist. Brandon was knocked off his balance and fell on his ass.
“It was a lucky shot, you won’t get one next time. Now leave before I lose my temper.” She spat at him returning inside leaving all of us dumbfounded with what she just did. I snapped out of it when I heard the slam of the front door.
“Crap, I gotta go guys, take care of the scum, bye.” I said running after her. I found her sitting in the passenger seat of my truck waiting ever so patiently for me… not. I got in and started the truck up and pulled out. I drove us all the way to my house and she never said a word. When we got to my place she got out and went inside slamming the door behind her. Well this is going to be an interesting night.
“LOGAN!! WHERE ARE THE FUCKING HAMMERS?!?!?!?” she yelled from the back of the house as I walked inside…. Wait hammers?? I found Kasandra standing on my back porch with something clutched in her hand.
“What do you need it for beautiful?” I whispered in her ear as I wrapped my arms around her waist.
“To destroy this, I don’t want to remember any of this.” She said opening her hand showing me the locket she normally wears.
“Why would you want to destroy something so beautiful like its owner?”I asked resting my chin on her shoulder pulling her closer to me.
“Because Brandon gave it to me and the picture inside would only make me cry.” She said under her breath, hoping I wouldn’t hear her no doubt.
“Let me see.” I said grabbing it from her. I opened it and was very surprised to see that the picture is of her and Brandon, but what was more surprising is it looks like she was pregnant in the picture. “Are you…. Are you pregnant in this picture??” my voice barely audible.
****Kasandra’s POV****
“Are you…. Are you pregnant in this picture??” Logan asked, his face echoed the pain in his voice. This is why I wanted to destroy it, I knew it would hurt him.
“Yes.” I answered pulling away from him.
“But where is the kid? Did you give it up, or are you hiding it from everyone?” he asked, voice accusing me of the worst that I wish could have been possible for me.
“No, about a week after that picture was taken I fell down the stairs and I lost the baby. Neither Brandon or I ever really recovered and we decided to get the picture printed and I’ve had it around my neck ever sense and he had it in his wallet. That’s why you’ve never seen my little boy, because I failed at the one job I had, to keep him safe.” I said tears falling down my face. No longer able to handle it any more I left and ran into the forest.
I ran for what seemed like hours but it could have been minutes. I wanted to escape, I don’t want to remember freshman year, I don’t want to remember how happy I was then. It hurts, it even hurts to think about me and Logan together. He’s probably disgusted with me, I mean I’m just a stupid whore that can’t even keep a baby. I tripped over a root and fell to the ground hitting my head on something hard and saw spots in my vision. I stumbled to my feet once more and kept running, ignoring the pain pulsing on my head. After what seemed an hour I collapsed to the ground and cried, not wanting to move or to be found ever again, so I could never hurt anyone else in my life that I love. I let the darkness around me consume me.
