chapter 9 back & not so happy

391 14 0
                                    

i was in a coma for 3 weeks & they let me out after a week Kai hasnt spoken to me since, Jade & Honor have been tons of help but got grounded for sneaking out & trying to take care of me, i feel bad but it was they're decision. Andy is on tour with the guys i was supposed to go with & sing a duet with Andy but due to what happened i couldnt, but it was my fault to begin with. Suddenly my phone went off, but it was just a normal tone, "hmm"

"Hello?" "KALI!! ARE YOU OKAY!? ANDY TOLD MY MOM WHAT HAPPENED!" i heard a little girl say then i realised it was Adrea "Hey adrea im fine how are you?" she was only eight,

i babysat her alot "Im good, can you babysit me?, mommy told me i was going to grandma & grandpas while she went to work but i dont like it there, she was gonna let me go to you but then she heard what happened"

"Um sure Adrea, but i have to talk to your mother can you put her on the phone?" "Yes"

"Hello?" "Hey Alana, if you want i can take care of Adrea im perfectly fine & all, plus theres no one to hang out with me"

"Hm..okay can i drop her off in a few minutes" "Of course i'll see you in a bit"

i opened the door to reveal Alana & Adrea "Thank you kali, i'll be back to pick her up in a few hours" "Its not a problem i'll see you then"

"okay"

*one hour later"

"Hey Kali can you get your guitar & play that one song when your phone rings?" "Sure wich song" i asked

"Um it was that one when Kai calls you"

at that moment a tear fell from my eye, i havent heard that song in forever cause he never calls me.

"Kali?" "O-oh yeah sorry adrea"

i grabbed my guitar & started playing makeup smeared eyes by automatic loveletter cause that was Kai's ring tone

your t-shirt in my room

Still smells of you

And the picture you hung on the door

Lay smashed and picture perfect

Explains now

Clearly, nothing left but a memory We only made out

You never kissed me

That's how I learned to hold back all feeling Wait, please don't go

I won't stay

All these words on replay

I'm okay

It's alright

Good to know that you're fine Pretending everything is right to make it better

I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes

To show that I'm fine Somehow you have managed to get under my skin

More than anyone ever did

And if every hole makes a scar

And every scar marks it's place

Then I will never live freely without your trace

And it'll never be fair I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared

So I'll forget you

I'll wash your t-shirt

And kill the pillow and

Cut you out of pictures Wait, please don't go

I won't stay

All these words on replay

I'm okay

It's all right

Good to know that you're fine Pretending everything is right to make it better

I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes This drama sat shotgun

My eyes rain like autumn

Only the glove box knows

How the story goes Now that this bandage is broken

And the cut's left and open

Tell ya just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting This drama sat shotgun

My eyes rain like autumn

Only the glove box knows

How the story goes Now that this bandage is broken

And the cut's left and open

Tell ya just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting Oh, this drama sat shotgun

My eyes rain like autumn

Only the glove box knows

How the story goes

Now that this bandage is broken

And the cut's left and open Tell ya just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting

by the time i was done she was asleep on the couch

& then her mom came to pick her up. all alone again.

my brother is andy friggin biersack~(BVB)Where stories live. Discover now