Okay i get it enough kids! lol dont worry there wont be anymore unless the kids freinds but seriously i had to put it in cause i was about to give up on the story, i was getting bored, BAI!
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Kai didnt exactly WANT Lillian but he didnt want her to not live with us, Lillian was playing with the younger kids, more like taking care of them by her choice, she actually said she liked taking care of them, & despite the age diferrence they all got along wonderfuly. Kai & i sat on the couch & i txt him
K: Hey baby depending on when she leaves we might have to postpone the wedding.
Kai: Thats alright i geuss, i mean at least she doesnt have to be with her so called "father" so we can postpone
K: Kk im'anna txt everyone else & tell them we wont have it until shes adopted
Kai: Okay
i txt everyone else & then got up & made sanwiches for all the kids
"Thank you" the all said, after they ate Lillian went to her room to hang out
most the time she kept to herself but she was still nice & happy & she doesnt self harm, shes not builimic either
wich makes me happy because it really would hurt her & shes been through alot
"Hey Lil, need anything?"
i asked "No, wait i want to change my name"
"Why?"
"I dont like the memories" she shrugged i nodded
"What do you wanna change it to?"
"I dunno i want your help you guys are really good at choosing names"
"Okay hey, tomarrow we will think of names together okay?"
"Alright. You have a beautiful guitar"
she said pointing to my old one
"Yeah?" i said as i picked it up & walked over to her"Here, try to play"
she started to play perfect weapon & it sounded amazing "YOU SOUND AMAZING!!"
"Thanks" she said blushing "Sorry i dont usually get compliements"
"Dont worry about it, so did you have a guitar at home?"
"Yeah.. but i didnt get to practice much"
she said frowning
i nodded & "Well it doesnt sound to me like you need much practice"
"Thanks"
"You're welcome, & you are welcome to play this guitar anytime you want, i dont play it anymore"
"Thank you!"
"No problem" i said hugging her, "Hey you know a good name?"
"What?" she asked "Legacy, cause you'll always be a legacy"
"I love it" she said happily "Okay, i'll talk to Kai & ask him if we can change your name"
"Okay"
"Alright, bye sweetie"
i said walking out her bedroom door
"Hey guys" i said picking up Abel & Alexander, Adeline was on Kai's lap, "You guys are getting big"
they just laughed. "It's getting late, you guys should head to bed you have to go to school"
"Okay" they all said sadly, Lillian didnt have to go to school cause she could be adopted & have to move at anytime.
they all followed me upstairs & i tucked them in, i hugged & kissed them goodnight as did Kai & then i walked into Lillians room
"Hey, we're going to bed okay" "Alright goodnight"
"Goodnight, love you"
"Love you too"
i kissed her head & went to my room. A dont even ask if we've changed since we had kids, cause we have'nt we still wear our black makeup & act crazy, we just dont drink as much we also dont drink when the kids are around.
"Hey Kai, Lillian wants to change her name, can we?"
"Whats she wanna change it to?"
"Legacy" he nodded in approval loving the name
"Okay, why does she wanna change it?"
"Bad memories"
"Sure, tomarrow we'll change it"
"Kk, goodnight, love you!"
"Goodnight love you too!"
