All Our Little Secrets {Completed/Being Edited}

Chapter 26

STAN POV:

           We were falling. The wind screaming in my ears. My hair flying past me. My body feeling lifeless. My body floating. I was not in control. 

           Somehow I could still see light, the top of the canon illuminating the way down to our death. 

          Somehow, somewhere in my body, my heart and my head were telling me the same thing. My heart was making me feel light and fluffy like a cloud, my head making me feel nothing. My body was numb and I was not fighting back tears, I was not scared for the end. I was feeling nothing. 

           I could feel Kyle's tiny body pressed up against mine and his arm wrapped around my neck. Both of our eyes were closed. My arms were around his neck and I was hugging his body close to mine. 

            From this distance I could smell his green apple scented shampoo, I could feel the softness of his beautiful nest of blazing red hair, rubbing up against my neck. The only thing that made me feel home. 

            Home for some people isn't a place, home for me wasn't a place, home for some people was a person, home for me was a person. My home was Kyle Broflovski. 

             I gripped the sides of Kyle's body tightly and pulled him up to where his closed eyes met my closed eyes and I pressed my lips tightly against his lips. Our last kiss. 

           I kissed him, out last kiss, our last sign of love. our last emotion running threw our veins. And the last thought in our head was going to be of each other that that is exactly how I wanted it to end. 

            I didn't want it to end with the thought of our end I didn't want him to end with the thought of his demise. I wanted both of our ends to be in each others arm, thinking of each other and nothing else. 

            I didn't know when the falling was going to end, but I could feel it coming. The darkness below swallowing us into the canons huge black mouth. 

          Our lips still connected I ran my thumb soothingly over Kyle's cheek. I could feel hot tears running down his cheeks. 

           A confusing sound exploded into my ears and a confusing light. 

           I could feel the wet feeling. The feeling of being completely soaking wet. My head under water I opened my eyes and surprisingly I could feel and see the sun light. 

          My hand still connected to Kyle's I kicked my way up to the surface of the river or lake or whatever it was. 

            The water was warm, not cold and not hot either. 

            My head hit the surface of the water and I gulped in the air as fast as I could, taking a long sharp breath. 

            I was alive.