STAN POV:
"Who is going next?" A voice piped up among the crowd of students on the bus. The bus remained silent.
Since there were no volunteer I decided it was my first turn. The first turn swooped off my list, two more to go.
I nervously raised my hand, "I-I guess ill go" I smiled weakly and shakily stood up from my seat next to Kyle.
My nervous stomach took the best of me and felt dizzy. My head spun and I gripped the seat next to me for better support.
I hobbled up to the front of the bus. The moaning and creaking as the bus tilted groaning under my weight.
Suddenly feeling self conscious I took a long time to notice the grooved markings on the floor of the bus.
I breathed it, everyone was silent. I felt everyone's eyes on me the words blurted out of me like a wild animal but they came out smooth like I spent that time mesmerizing the floor trying to think of speech.
"I cut and I'm suicidal"
When those words came out I knew there was no return. The busses silence cease to exist as the clutter of students began to hold their breath in protest.
"S-Stan?" Kyles skaky voice rose out of the crowd. He buried his head into his hands and started to cry.
He heavy a sobbing breath and wiped his nose not looking at me. The tears were coming and I could feel them, the deep wetness rolling down my cheeks.
My voice did not sound like it though I started to explain. "I am bisexual, that's another reason why" no gasps came out this time, just mournful nods.
"When my parents split up I started to live with my dad, that caused me to get depressed. But it was when I came out to him that all hell broke loose" I took a shaky breath.
I closed my eyes drifting off the that day and I started to explain.
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All Our Little Secrets {Completed/Being Edited}
FanfictionWhile on a field trip, South Park High School's school bus skids on some ice and falls into the deep caves of the Colorado rockies. With no way out and the driver dead they lose all hope of every finding a way out or getting found. No food, No water...
