Best Friends... Always?

I'm so confused

:Monae's POV:

Dre kissed my neck again. "Dre." I said again a little louder. He stopped and looked at me. I looked away. "This is wrong." I whispered. He then jumped up and started pacing. "Monae I'm so sorry, I don't know what I was thinking." he sat at the edge of the bed. I didn't know what to say I just sat there thinking. I think I tuned out Dre becuase the next thing I know he got up and walked out. I just stared at the wall. I had a feeling I didn't regret what just happened, but I guess he did.

I think I was falling.

:Dre's POV:

I walked into my parent's room and sat on the bed. What the hell was I thinking. Monae probably wasn't going to talk to me now because of that. I put my head in my hands and laid back. "Uhhh" I groaned and thought about everything. There was so much going on in my mind and I wanted it to be gone.

I woke up the next morning and took a shower. After brushing my teeth I just walked downstairs and fixed some cereal. Not to long after I started eating Monae walked downstairs in my shirt still. I glanced up at her then looked back down. This was going to be awkward. I looked at the cereal floating in my bowl and suddenly wasn't hungry anymore. "Dre it's alright nothing has to change between us." Monae whispered behind me. I turned around and she was looking at her feet. "I'm really sorry Nae. I didn't mean to kiss you I guess I just got caught in the moment I guess." I rubbed the back of my neck and looked her in the eyes. "Well that's ok we just shouldn't sleep in the same bed anymore." she smirked. I nodded my head.

I knew for sure things between us had changed.

:Monae's POV:

Leaving Dre's house I tried to keep my mind off of what happened. I didn't need this ruining me and Dre's friendship especially if he felt nothing for me, but that. I was ripped out of my thoughts by an incoming call. I glanced down quickly at the caller id and saw it was Zay calling. I answered and his voice filled the truck. "Hello?" I said stopping at a red light. "Hey Monae it's Zay." he said. It sounded like he was nervous or something. "Yea I remember. " I smiled and it sounded like he breathed out relief. "Well I was just wondering if you would like to go out with me tonight." he rushed it out as if he might not say it if said slower. My face started hurting after I realized how hard I was smiling. "Of course I would love to." I said pulling into our driveway. "Ok well can you text me directions to your house and I'll pick you up at around 8." it sounded as if he was smiling. "Okay well I'll see you later." I smiled at hung up. I texted him the directions and got out. I walked into the house and stopped. The fuck? I started looling around. What happened. Bre came tipping down the steps shaking her head. "I swear on my unborn child's life I'm gonna fuck Caylen and Jessie's dumb asses up." she said walking into the kitchen and almosy falling on some water. "What happened?" I asked not following her. "They had another agrument amd it got physical so Demitrius took Jessie somewhere and Christy and adrian tool Caylen to the hospital she got glass all in her hand." she shook her head. "Why they can't do this shit at his apartment? " I looked around at the broken vases glass was everywhere and water was everywhere. I sighed and tipped to the stairs. I walked up to my room and went in my closet. I pulled out a crop top and some leggings. I looked down at my shoes and chose some heels. I turned and walked into my bathroom. I showered and looked at the mirror. Me and this mirror. Tough times I had to look at this mirror I'm surprised I haven't broken it. I plugged up my flat iron and looked at the clock. 6:30 p.m. I walked out my room and went into Bre's room, but stopped outside the door. "I can't tell anyone yet..... It's all so much.... No I'm happy it's just to much for the others... ok I love you too." she ended the call. I raised an eyebrow and waited a few minutes before I walked into her room. When I did she was looking in the mirror. She jumped when she saw me. I ignored it and sat on her bed. "You got any clips ?" I didn't need any more drama and I wanted to look my best tonight. "Yea." she smiled and walked into her bathroom. She came out an tossed me three. "Thanks" I smiled and walked back into my room. Standing in my bathroom my phone started ringing. I walked over and answered smiling. "Hello" I walked back to the bathroom. "Hey uh is it okay if I come at 7:30 instead of 8?" Zay asked and I froze looking at the clock. I only had thirty minutes. "Uh sure, but if you want me dressed by then I have to go now." I clipped some of my hair back and checked the flat iron. "Ok then see ya." Zay said before hanging up. I ran and put my phone on charge and put it on shuffle. Music started playing and the first song that came on was The Way. I smiled and walked into my bathroom. 15 minutes later I was done flat ironing my hair I rushed to put on my clothes. I only had on a small amount of makeup I honestly hated it, but it's whatever now.

I was putting my phone into my purse when the doorbell rung. I stood up and breathed. I saw Bre going downstairs so I waited until I heard another voice before I started down the steps. I was taken aback by Zay he had on a button down with jeans and I smelled his cologne from where I stood I smiled and walked over to him. I didn't even notice Christy, Adrian, and Caylen in the kitchen with their mouths open until Bre pulled me intot he kitchen. "She'll be back." she said over her shoulder to Zay. I scrunched up my face in confusion. "Who is he and why isn't he Dre?" Christy snapped. I stepped back. "Uhm I told you me and Dre weren't dating I'm single so why not go on a date." I smiled looking back. "Wow" Caylen sighed sitting down. Something was wrong with everyone in this kitchen and I wasn't in the mood to play detective so I backed up towards the foyer. "We aren't done." Adrian pointed at me. I ignored her and walked to Zay. "You ready?" I asked walking towards the front door. "Yea you look great." Zay said opening the door. I walked out and saw that he had a Bentley just like Caylen except his was white. I locked the door knowing no one else would and followed Zay. I got in the car and it smelled just like him. "So where do you go to school?" Zay asked turning onto a street. "Coventry." I said simply since it was the only high school arts school here other than regular ones. "Oh so you bave talent he glanced at me and smiled. "I guess." I smiled looking back at him. "Tell me your talent." he put his signal on and switched lanes. "Well I sing, dance, and draw. I looked out the window as he pulled up to a yellow light. I turned my head and found him staring at me. "What?" I asked smiling and turning my head. "That's amazing you have the most wanted talents." I looked down at my purse. "Well thanks." I looked up amd straight ahead. "I'm coming there next school year though." he smiled. "Oh really talent?" I asked "Basketball." he said simply. I thoight of Dre and shook it from my mind. "So where were your parents?" he asked glancing at me. I looked out my window and swallowed. "They died when I was 12." I mumbled looking down. "Oh I'm sorry. " he said and an awkward silence filled the car. I hated people apologized for my parent's death none of us could have done anything about it. "Why dont you come to the nursing home anymore?" I felt my body tense quickly and I needed to calm myself. "My grandma died." I mumbled again looking down. "I'm just really messing up my chances with you I'm sorry if you don't want to I could just take you home." Zay looked at me and then straight ahead. I could tell he was cursing himself. "No it's fine you didn't know." I smiled at him. "Oh ok then we're here." he said getting out. He came around to my side and grabbed my hand closing the door. We walked into the restaurant and were led to the back and outside. It was just three tables out there and they overlooked the beach below. The lighting was perfect and it didn't matter that it was dark outside. I sat in one of the chairs.

"This is beautiful." I said admiring the small light in the middle of the table. "Yea you really are." I looked up at Zay. "Uh I mean yea it is." he dropped his head. I laughed and he looked up. "It' s okay Zay your a cutie yourself. " I smirked and he laughed. "So you have never been to India?" Zaya asked me again. "Nope, but I want to go." I sipped my drink and looked around. It was less people here. We had already eaten and were just sitting here talking. I looked down at the beach and got an idea. "Wanna go walk?" I pointed downward. Zay shrugged his shoulders, "Sure." he said getting up and leaving a tip. I walked out the restaurant and towards the back. Zay ran up to me and grabbed my hand. I smiled up at him and reached down pulling off my heels and losing what little height I had. I ran towards the sand and let my feet sink in. I turned around to see Zay watching me. I walked towards the wayer and let it run over my feet. Arms wrapped around my waist and I felt like melting. "So I take it I can tak you out again some time?" Zay asked turning me around. I didn't answer him I just gently pulled his head down towards mine and kissed him softly. "I take that as a yes." he smiled grabbing my hand. We walked down the beach further with my heels in one hand and Zay's hand in the other. He was a really great person and I could see that both ofnus had things we were holding back and in due time it would all come out. Dre. He was running through my mind and I didn't know what to do about it. I never want to ruin our friendship, but I felt more than that towards him and it scared me.

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