Suicide House // Lashton [COMPLETED]

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~FILLER~

I woke up to a burning feeling in my wrist and a ringing noise in my ears.

I sharply sat up, only to feel an excruciating pain in my stomach. My hand immediately shot down and pressed down on the soft tissue. It wasn't a large cut, but it was large enough to bleed A lot.

I ran to the bathroom and started looking through all the cabinets. I finally found the thick bandage in the third draw and quickly wrapped it tightly around my stomach. Once I had finished my stomach I ran my wrist under cold water, soothing the burn.

My eyebrows were still furrowed in confusion until it finally snapped, luke.

He had cut me. He had burned me. And for what?

A few tears slipped out of my eyes. I haven't cried since I last hurt myself, but now it was someone hurting me.

I looked in the mirror to see. My stomach was thick with a bandage wrapped around it making a noticeable difference as it was pressed down.

My arms looked floppy. My face looked fat. My hair looked too long. My eyes looked too dull. My legs were fat.

There was nothing right with me.

More tears escaped my eyes as I looked at my disgusting body. I sniffed and looked away.

I turned to my shower and stripped my clothes.

I hopped into my shower and twisted the knob letting the hot water drip down my skin. I sighed and looked through the glass. It had already started to steam up. I turned down the shower due to the heat making me fee light headed and sick.

I was sensitive to heat, due to my dehydration. So i quickly washed everything and hopped out.

I sighed taking in the cold air. Walking to the bed, I left wet footprints. I didn't want to sleep on wet sheets, so I dried my self, put on some marvel boxers and put the bandage back around my body. I winced at the pain and squinted my eyes shut.

"Does it hurt?" My eyes shot open as I looked at the boy in the corner of my room.

"W-what are you doing h-here?" I stared at the blond, the one who hurt me.

"I'm so sorry, Ashton. I couldn't stop him. He made me do it!" He looked distressed almost about to cry.

"Who?" I asked curiously "who made you do it?"

"H-him." By now tears rolled down his face. "The one who haunts me."

A/N I updated, finally!!! I am so sorry for taking so long. I was on holiday and hadn't had much time. But this is just a filler, the fun stuff is next! I'm super pissed off because the first chapter of my new story deleted itself Before I published it and I was so excited for it :( fuck you wattpad.

Comment whether you want more fluff or scary stuff!

~Seb <3