Complicated

Messy

Matt P.O.V

5 months later

I remember the day I met Nattie was in a corner doing what every typical tomboy did,listening to music. I don't know why I approached her.I thought Rachel had really called it off.We had been together for awhile.Rachel and I lived together so when she left I was heartbroken.

Nattie was so comforting. She pulled me into a hug and I just felt at peace. Rachel called when I was about to introduce myself.Rachel said she was sorry and told me she would be coming home.I relaxed and washed my face.That night Nattie and I exchanged numbers.When I came home Rachel thought I was cheating and left. Sometimes I think that if that had not happened I would have forgave her. 

After we went bowling Nattie and I became great friends. Nattie was the only I told that Rachel and I were together again.

I finally called it quits yesterday.Worst.Day.Ever.There was a party today.I didn't know if I was going.Then my phone rang.I knew it was Nattie she had a special ringtone.
"Blue eyes are you coming to the party." She asked. Nattie didn't know I was losing it like a little a bitch.I cried and for what a whore.

"If your going I'm going." I said hoping she would say no but I knew Liz would force her to go.

"Yeah I'm going thanks to Lizzy." Nattie sounded a bit pissed.I wondered why.She hung up on me.Probably cause I was not really listening to her .I got ready for the party.

I stopped at old friends home.He always gave me weed.I tried to stop but I never could because of my old friends. I pushed the door open and took a joint that was of good size.I sat and cried for an insane amount of time .I smoked more weed and Brad gave me some Scotch.I could still make the party I thought.......

My thoughts were getting clouded so I called an Uber. The driver knew I was drunk. I just hope Nattie will be at the party. She is one of the only people I can be myself around. I think I might just fall for her.