Complicated

The sleepover

Another week of school went by and I was about to binge watch Teen Wolf when I heard my door knob moving and other people outside. I thought it was Taylor or something but instead my sister waltzed right through the door.
"Hey sista are you seriously watching that garbage." Liz said to piss me off because I don't think she could actually be serious.
"You don't hear me saying that about desperate housewives ."
"Whatever I'm staying here tonight cuz' Kyle is out of town."Liz tells me.I simply nod.
"So are you going out or what." Liz asked.I thought about it for awhile before answering.
"Sure why not but why do you want to go out there's nothing for you to do." I said plainly.I mean what would she do and what would I do I mean I kinda still love Chad but I can't tell her that.
"I am not going to take offense to that I mean just cuz I'm not single doesn't mean I can't have fun at parties.Now lets get dressed." Liz finished.Did she have a bag packed with clothes.I guess not she just went in closet and picked out an outfit.
" Why don't you where these clothes there so cute." Liz said.I simply shrugged my shoulders I didn't wear them cuz I didn't think they all that.She took a dress I got from my step mom.It was mid-thigh and red.Let me just red was Liz's colour.I put on my form fitting knee-length black dress with black wedges.Liz put her makeup on while I just sat playing games on my phone.
"You are like a boy I swear." Liz said since I was waiting on her. All her other friends took the same time she did to do her makeup.I was the odd one one who didn't dress up a lot.Only some of her friends told me to start acting like a girl more but I didn't care.
"Thanks." I replied nonchalantly.
"Seriously though you and Kyle should be friends.By the way why aren't you and Kyle friends do you like him or something. " Liz said abit out of breath.I started laughing and then I got serious.
"Liz if you and Kyle break up I don't want things between me and you to be awkward don't you remember what happened with James.You were so mad with your friends.I don't want that to happen to us." I replied.Liz looked at me and I saw something in her eyes that hasn't been there for awhile, fear.
"N Nattie I walked out on him we just got in a huge fight and I just couldn't yell anymore. I thought he was cheating on me or something.We started yelling and then Dad called and told me that Vicky is sick and Kyle wanted to help but I couldn't let him after that fight so I just drove over here because you are the only person who won't get mad at and your dorm is cozy."Lizzy said .I gulped Vicky our stepmom was always getting sick and since her immune system is really weak its life threatening when she gets sick.I would have to visit dad soon.I was always a daddy's girl so its time for me to prove I don't take him for granted.
"First things first we are going to visit dad next week Saturday so cancel whatever plans you have, second I'll call Matt and tell him to go to your apartment you and Kyle are going to have a conversation and none of you can leave until its resolved.I'm packing a bag just incase let me just call Matt now." I told her and I meant every word of what I just said.I took out my phone and called Matt.
"Hey can you go to Kyle's apartment please." I said
"Sure I'm on my way there ok." Matt said.I hung up after that and walked through the door lizzy followed and locked the door.I wonder where Taylor is? I'll just text her tomorrow.I walked to the car and started jamming to some tunes and then I heard drake come on.I was not in the right place to get emotional right now.Oh great its trust issues I tried to fight the tear just then Liz's started singing to me. Oh I love her so much.
"You're the only one cuz I don't trust these b******." She sang along.I started laughing.I knew she was being serious she didn't really trust a lot of people but she trusted me . Everyone seemed to trust me with their problems. Just then I remembered it was Matt's birthday tomorrow.I wonder what I should get him although he says he doesn't want me spending money.
"Hey Nattie why do you a broker heart emoji next to Chad's name if you broke up with him?" Liz asked.I didn't want to tell her but here goes.
"I kinda still love him but he was jerk.He called my phone a week after the breakup and was all like you never loved and that I used him so now I don't talk to him anymore. " I said.Tears threatening to spill out of my eyes trust me I don't cry a lot but when you break my heart it hurts and that's why I don't want to start anything with Matt. I have only been in one relationship and if all of them are like that then I'd prefer not to.
"So do you like Matt." Liz said making me blush.I don't why but ever since the park anytime he says I'm pretty I just turn red or when someone asks me about him I just turn red.Why me?
"Um...no why would ask that." I relied hastily.Maybe she'll drop it. Nope its Lizzy she doesn't know how to do that.
"Then say it say you don't like him." Liz challenged.I couldn't say that Liz what are doing to me.
" I don't like....." I couldn't ny sentence because it wasn't true. I became sad because he would never like and if he did he would out of college in no time.He lives in Connecticut but who knows if he'll stay oh my.Not this again my heart keeps being broken.Liz looked over at me and dropped the topic thank god we were at her apartment. I think I'll be the sleeping over.
"Liz remember you two are in love ask before you assume." I told her firmly.
"But suppose he is cheating on me."Liz said on the brink of tears.
"Liz look how hot you are he couldn't be and if he is I'm here for hell if you need me to stop talking to Matt for awhile I'd do it." I told her truthfully. She nodded her head and stepped out of my car.I took our bags out and walked up to their apartment. I really hope Matt isn't here.He is here and he is on their couch watching family guy.I drop my bags on the ground and sit next to him. Matt looks up at me for awhile before playing with hair.
"You know I don't let youngsters play in my hair." I said jokingly.
"You are being bad today." Matt warned.
"Then punish me."I said seductively.
"I'm going to ignore that because you don't want me going fifty shades on your ass." Matt said.Actually maybe I did.
"We will see about that big boy." I said before patting his area. My finger traced his collar bone and I could see him getting turned on so I stopped.He looked at me hungrily and went to the bathroom. The tables have officially been turned.