Kpop Imagines~

Jinyoung ~ B1A4

"How are you doing jagiya?" I smile upon hearing Jinyoung's voice speaking to me,

"Good, but I miss you, like a lot. It's really boring not seeing you or your other band members in person." I sigh and look around my apartment. I didn't miss Jinyoung because he was promoting a lot now, but the fact that I live in one side of the world while he lives in another. We started dating while I was still living in Korea, then my work gave me an opportunity to work in Japan.

"I miss you too, the other members miss you too. Maybe you can come and visit soon?" I could tell that he had some hope that I was going to be able to visit them in Korea, but I didn't have enough money to go there!

"I don't think my job will allow me to, I'm always busy. I'm sorry." To be honest, half of the time, I was free, but I didn't want to tell him that I didn't have enough money, if I did, he would be stubborn and pay for my plane ticket. Which I would feel so bad about since he works so hard for his money.

"I wish I could visit you, but my schedule doesn't allow it either, plus, I think I would get caught by fans at the airport. Maybe next time then."

"It's enough for me to just hear your voice, it helps me to forget all the stress about work." I smile even though he can't see it. It's been like this for a year now and honestly, I missed him so much that it actually hurt. Not being able to see him, and when I do it would be over face time or watching video of him and his group B1A4.

"Oh, I have to go, we're going on stage soon, I love you!" He says, but doesn't hang up so that I can respond. 'Should I end it? I think it would be the best for the both of us..not now though, after his performance.'

"I love you too! But can you call me after the performance?"

"I might, if you need to tell me something, say it now. I'm all ears." I had to do it, even if it meant hurting the both of us, it was too much. Now I know what my friends meant when they said that long distance relationships aren't worth it.

"We need to break up." I whispered, half hoping that he didn't hear it,

"B-Break up?" He muttered into the phone, "But, why? I thought you were happy even though it's a long distance relationship!" I could feel my eyes tearing up, why? Because I want to see you in person, and it's so hard living in a place where I can barely speak their language!

"That's exactly why, I didn't think being in a long distance relationship was me feeling lonely most of the time. I miss you so much that I feel lonely even though we talk to each other! Actually, I feel even more lonely when we're talking to each other because I can't see your face, all I can hear is your voice." I tried to keep my tears in but it was no use, in the middle of my sentence the tears just started coming down.

"But I love you, isn't that all that matters?"

"I love you too but it's just too much right now that I think it's better to break it off. I'm sorry, you have to go soon. Bye" I hang up the phone before he could say anything else.

Instead of trying to keep I my tears, letting it all out felt better, I was all alone now except for the people at my work and my family that talk to me once in a while. Maybe this was the best decision I've made in a while. But my heart broke in the process.

*A month or two later*

*Ding!*

As I was working, I suddenly received a text on my phone,

From: Gongchan

Jinyoung misses you. Do you know that?

My eyes widened, why did he suddenly send me a text message? Should I respond? I should since Gongchan is one of the closest people to me.